Hello. I’m a 17 year old high school senior who applied to Harvard RD last year. I was rejected but got into some other top universities in the UK, but I think I prefer the US because of the liberal arts approach. I applied to only ivies, which was stupid, but I’m an international and didn’t know any better, and got rejected from all four.
I study in a rigorous qualifications system and have achieved straight As in every exam I’ve ever taken, which puts me in the top 1% of students in my country. I also wrote a really good common app essay last year (a charity helping me apply wrote “WOW” at the top of the page and said it was excellent) and I have pretty good ECs (no sports, but a lot of volunteering and high profile stuff).
However, my ACT was absolutely terrible. I transferred high schools because of homophobic bullying, so in my senior year when I took the ACT, I was settling into a new school where I knew no one and trying to keep up with the work and make new friends all at the same time. Luckily, I’m much happier now, but the move was unsettling for me as I had years of torment and didn’t know how my new school would treat me. I lied to my parents about the academics at my last school in order to get moved, because they didn’t (and still don’t) know I’m gay because they’re conservative Catholics. On top of it all, my new school is way way better than my old one, which made it look as if I had gained my qualifications in an environment where everyone succeeds, rather than in my old school, which was quite rough (the school profile was for my current private school). In addition, my mother is on welfare and my father is a truck driver, so they’ve not really been able to give me any support or guidance in the admissions process, and, coming from abroad, my school doesn’t really know anything about US admissions. Furthermore, since I go to a school with loads of rich kids (on a scholarship), I didn’t want to disclose this info because it’d exclude me socially. My new teachers/counsellors didn’t really know me that well, so weren’t able to give very good recommendations, and they obviously didn’t know about the bullying or my mum being on welfare so didn’t include that either. In fact, one gave me a class rank of 10%, which is absolute bs, as my scores are in the top 1% of my class. I sat the ACT three times, didn’t study once, and got 28, 28 and 29, respectively. However, if I study, I believe I can get at least a 31. My subject test scores were 620 and 670, respectively, which suck as well, because once again, I was too caught up in personal things to revise.
Should I reapply to Harvard EA, and, more widely, to the other Ivies that rejected me? Will they hold it against me? Should I explain my circumstances? I’m so stressed out at the moment because I don’t want to pick a university in England that I don’t really like just for the sake of going to college. If anyone could give me advice I’d much appreciate it. It’s difficult to convey any of this information to my school when I can’t really even tell my parents!
Thanks so much