<p>I need help weighing out the options. I want to major in the sciences, probably Biology or Biochemistry. How is the biology department at Rutgers? </p>
<p>Rutgers - New Brunswick: I got into the honors program and got a full ride (presidential scholarship) However, I've been on campus a few times and attended a class over the summer and I feel like its too big and it reminds me of my high school (considering that most of my high school goes here). I don't want to go, but its hard to say no to the idea of being debt free when I graduate. I also feel guilty about letting my parents take out loans.</p>
<p>University of Virginia: My financial package for 1 year was 20k in grants and 9k in federal loans. This means my parents will have to take an additional 15k in loans. I really love UVA, but my overall debt will be over 100k when I graduate.</p>
<p>I've been dreading the possibility of going to Rutgers since I found out I got a full ride in December and figured my dad would make me go. I really wish I liked Rutgers (I've tried), but I haven't found any appeal to going except for the money. I didn't apply to any large, city schools like Rutgers. I applied on a whim because it was my financial safety and didn't think much of it. I didn't get the serene, collegiate feel I was looking for at Rutgers either. I know I'll be settling, but its hard. I'm willing to try to adjust, but I'm scared I'll be just as miserable as I am now about it.</p>