Scared for my life

<p>I'm a sophomore right now and because of family issues and the death of a loved one i ended freshman year with a 3.0, i was majorly depressed and hung around kids who were going nowhere in life.
Now i'm taking 2 honor class (all i can take) and have a 3.7 gpa, Looking to get a 4.0 by the end of the year.
Also on wrestling team, robotics and film club. Currently looking for an internship.
Now i've really been starting to get stressed lately to a point where tears were released.
Looking at colleges like:
Stanford
Nyu
Penn
Syracuse
Boston
Pace </p>

<p>I feel like my freshman year is going to ruin me.</p>

<p>because of b's and c's in biology i'm left with earth science this year, which is really bugging me because i'm not challenged at all.</p>

<p>I need advice, motivation, anything.</p>

<p>Don’t panic. Colleges know that freshman year is a tumultuous time for.many kids, and many schools will virtually ignore your freshman grades ( unless they’re all F`s) Colleges want to see an upward trend in your GPA, they won’t discount you because of a bad freshman year. Focus in getting A s in your classes, then as soon as you can take several AP courses. Senior year your freshman year will be invisible on your transcript, just a tiny blot. Focus now. You can do it. There are second chances in life, though they are few and far between. This is one of them.</p>

<p>Looking at colleges like:
Stanford
Nyu
Penn
Syracuse
Boston
Pace </p>

<p>Why, specifically, are you targeting those schools?</p>

<p>They each have a specific program i’m interested in.</p>

<p>And i really appreciate it, i still have a glitter of hope left.</p>

<p>Hey, hang in there. I’ve been in your shoes. I lost my grandmother in May of my freshman year and when I had to study for exams I just never felt like studying and I’d just stay in bed. But it does get better. I promise.</p>

<p>Whenever you’re having a rough day, just take a break and watch a funny video or something. I watch music videos from Frozen. It just helps me forget about my problems and helps me focus on my schoolwork. Also, keeping a journal helps. Putting your sadness/anger into paper really calms you down.</p>

<p>You seem like a hard worker and a good student, so don’t give up! Best of luck!</p>

<p>You should check for other schools, but I’m pretty sure Stanford recalculates your GPA without freshman year anyway.</p>

<p>@huehuehue32
Nice username </p>

<p>Those were just the few i mentioned i have some more in mind.</p>

<p>Stanford still counts class rank.</p>