<p>Well, school officially ended for me today. Everyone in my school was pumped to face this last day, sign yearbooks for seniors, enjoy the warm weather, then go home to finally celebrate the ending of the school year. However this year it felt different than previous years.</p>
<p>Becoming a rising seniors actually didn't hit a lot of kids in my school, including myself. Whenever I told my friends, "I don't feel like I'm becoming a senior," they replied the same way. It hasn't mentally hit us, and many of us feel like summer isn't coming up, but rather everyone will be back to school in a few weeks to resume classes.</p>
<p>I think this is because not everyone is ready to move on to another year, especially for us who are becoming seniors next year. I'm actually upset that next year will be my last year with everyone at school, and I was even discussing it with my friend. I told her that, "When we graduate, I'm gonna miss <strong><em>'s craziness, _</em></strong>'s anxious self, and your honesty," and we started laughing, but what I said was true. Junior flew by, and time seems to speed up with each year ending. Next year, time will outrun my mental preparedness, and I'll be leaving a lot of people in my school that I've been with for 4 years. I know I might sound really pessimistic, but I've had two older brothers who attend college, and they said high school friendships tend to stay in high school.</p>
<p>I know this whole thread sounds typical, but I feel the need to let it out. I think that this final year is going to make everyone realize that after this, we many not see each other anymore, and that friendships we have now will be tested in college. It gives me a sense of unity with my classmates, and when I reflect and look back, I feel foolish for any problems I've had with anyone. After all, 4 years isn't a long time, so why not spend it in the best way?</p>
<p>I really hope my last year of high school goes smoothly and steadily, with no rush. I want it to be fun and be able to use it to build memories with everyone before everyone departs on their college journey, taking different paths from each other. It felt like everyone in my grade was walking along one big path, but now the time came for each and every one of us to split off.</p>
<p>It's upsetting, and I'm not really excited for this summer as of right now.</p>
<p>Anyone feel the same way? =</p>