<p>Ok i'd like to start by saying this is not a general humanities vs. sciences debate, it is very specific to me and my situation as a confused student.
I'm sorry, its a long post - but please try and bear with me and thank you for your patience.</p>
<p>My situation - i'm currently on a gap year, will be starting college fall 2007, so i have a lot of time to decide these things.</p>
<p>For the last two years of high school my focus has been completely on maths and science. I study in India where you're not allowed to mix and match subjects as you please - the subjects i chose were math, physics and chemistry.
I don't mean to sound boast-ful or arrogant in any way - but i am very good at them and think i have a natural aptitude for these subjects - especially math and physics. To back that up i took SAT Subject tests in these subjects and got 800 in Math level 2, 800 in Physics and 780 In chem.</p>
<p>Heres the problem - i don't really enjoy these subjects. I totally stopped liking math and physics over a year ago, and chem. i never liked to begin with.</p>
<p>At that point i considered pursuing economics at higher level and started with a bit of indipendant reading (i could not change my subjects at school), and i found it quite interesting. As i finished school and started with my gap year, i had a lot of time on my hands so i began to supplement my study of economics with philosophy.
I instantly fell in love with the subject, and over the past few months i have vastly improved my knowledge base in philosophy.
Currently i feel i would like to pursue philosophy and economics at college level (possibly a dual major or a major/minor combination) - i'm actually very interested in exploring the philosophy-economics harmony.
The only thing i have going against me is that i'm not a very good writer. this is a result of neglecting my writing skills throughout high school. So if i decide to pursue a major in this field, i''ll need to significantly up my writing skills.
I feel that i lack the ability required to write quality essays/papers etc.</p>
<p>One phenomenon that i've noticed (i shouldn't really be paying much attention to this, but can't help it) is that math / physics etc. courses are generally viewed as tougher by americans (college students, general public and employers alike).
So i think career wise - i'll have beter prospects if i pursue math/physics etc.
The course will also be much easier on me if i pursue these subjects as i find them much easier, and my poor writing skills will not hold me down.</p>
<p>But in my heart, i know that i would never be happy doing this, especially now that i know how much i love philosophy and have devoted so much time to studying it.
Will it be really hard to pick up a skill like writing? - i know its probably almost as hard as picking up math skills at the age of 18!</p>
<p>AAAAAAARRRGHHHH........
Thanks very much for your patience if you've read the whole thing.</p>