<p>I am an undergrad freshman. I have a full scholarship to a certain college, and on top of that a partial scholarship to join a program that requires me to double major in Chinese and another major of my choice. It also provides a lot of internship and study abroad opportunities. I also have outside scholarships that amount to about $8000 and will apply to more while in college.</p>
<p>So here's my story: I took Chinese in high school, hated it, but thought that this program would make me like it. So I gave it a shot, and, although I think the teaching methods were more effective than my high school's, I realized that I still hate Chinese.</p>
<p>My other major will most likely be art. I really want to be a digital artist when I grow up. But I know that the field is competitive and that learning Chinese will give me a leg up in the job market, which is why I'm afraid of dropping out of this program.</p>
<p>I just hate Chinese so so so much and I'm getting really stressed out thinking about continuing the program. I have a back-up plan in mind: continue with art, attend a pre-business program, minor in computer science and go to grad school. I'm just not sure which path is better: continue with the Chinese program or go with my backup plan?</p>