seriously feel like giving up

<p>I seriously feel like a loser, i graduated from high school in 2008, and yet i'm still attending a community college right now. In high school, i didn't care anything that has to do with academic, and i ended up with a gpa less than 2.5. My parents arent' very supportive of me going to school either, they'd rather see me taking over the family business than be in school. At the end of my high school year, i didn't know what to do so i ended in a community college. I told myself that i would try hard and show them that i'm different. But as time goes by, i get less and less motivated. When i first got there, i was told by my "advisor" that it's better for me to finish my associates degree then transfer, and i sticked to that path. I started out taking many "prerequisite" courses during the first year which adds no value to my transcript at all. Even then i told myself, if i'm patient enough i can still do it. And i was right, i was doing pretty well, getting all As and Bs, not once a C which is remarkably good as opposed to what happened in high school. But last semester due to alot of issues in life, i ended up with a "D" in calculus. That Calculus course was the only course that i needed into to transfer. My current Gpa is 3.5, and i've over 70 credit hours. I will be graduating from my community college this week. And yet i still can't transfer to my desire college. I know some people are able to get out of a community college within a year, and i yet it has been 3 years, and i'm still in one. It's not that i have no motivation or lazy, it's for me time is essential as my parents and grandparents -never been to college- are pushing me to graduate. i signed up for a summer course in calc that will begin tomorrow, but i don't have much confident. Just feel like i i wasted so much time...</p>

<p>Also, i'm a business major, and there's only 2 school i wanted to get into that's in my state: Nc state and UNC. </p>

<p>looks like wait till fall semester to apply for spring in nc state, and unc doesn't accept spring application.</p>

<p>If you want to get out of community college that bad, why not look at more than 2 schools? You’re not giving yourself much of a chance.</p>