<p>So I'm a freshman in chemical engineering. Well, chemical engineering intended.
Recently I'm really starting to wonder if engineering is what I really want to do as a career, for the rest of my life. I guess it's because I never really wanted to be an engineer in the first place; I chose it because my stepdad is an engineer and he had a lot of influence on me. Not saying I didn't want to be an engineer, though-- I just didn't really think about it much and I was just like 'well alright then, might as well give it a try', you know.
I just never really thought about what I wanted to do, I guess. I'm a type of person that's not really interested in anything and don't really have a plan for the future. That sounds really bad.</p>
<p>I was actually trying to decide pharmacy and engineering my senior year in high school. But I didn't really have any knowledge (none, actually) of either field. Still don't.
I'm sliiightly leaning more towards pharmacy now, I guess because of the 'working with medicines' kind of stuff. I don't know. I feel like it could be fun.</p>
<p>Anyways, I digress. I really don't know if I want to wait until my sophomore year when I'll be taking real chemical engineering classes to see if it's what I want to do. I'm not sure if it's what I want to do anymore. I'm just really afraid of finding out that I have absolutely zero interest in engineering later in time and being behind.
But on the other hand, I don't know if I can afford all the money for pharmacy school and all that.</p>
<p>I feel like I'm just rambling on about. But someone, pleeeease help. I literally have no clue what I should do.</p>