Adjusting to College is Hard and certainly COVD has had a MAJOR impact in getting students adjusted to college life. Have you spoken with the counseling center at your school? It might be helpful for you to talk about the feelings you are having with someone that can give you some advice on coping with some of the issues you are facing. Don’t just grind through and hope it will get better, there are lots of students in the same boat as you. Best of luck