<p>about me . I'm 23, served 5+years in the navy( so far all in the electrical field), have adhd i'm trying to live with without medication, absolutely love science,learning everything about things I'm interested in, fixing/troubleshooting, and have never found a problem i couldn't push through with just my willpower.</p>
<p>I've worked 5+ years to get where i am all with the goal to become an electrical engineer . My dream is to go to mit after these last 3 years in the military because i love all the projects that come out of there and would love to one day do something to progress solar power/renewable energy(even visited mit). I'm here and all i have to do to start is get my associates over the next 3 years but should i even try? i was really bad at school,not because i wasnt smart , but because i was always distracted by trying to make money or other things i thought were important back then. honestly that isnt whats bothering me the most tho. I've overcome soo much in the last 5 years i know i'd do what i have to. what is truly bothering me is that i feel like I'm starting from scratch against people who have made school their life. i want to create things but is just willpower enough to make it through an engineering degree? will i always feel less intelligent than everyone else? With so many responsibilities under my belt is it a good idea to pursue a dream i am not 100% sure i have what it takes to succeed in(base knowledge i mean)</p>