<p>Hi, I'm going to be starting my Junior year at Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute this August...wait, in two weeks. Anyway, my old man never told me to worry about money, and as a result, I was surprised when he told me that we're ass broke. I guess I can find a means to make ends meet for this semester and maybe the next, but my senior year is going to be nearly impossible for my faimily to support me financially. Since I never really had to worry about monies or anything of the sort, I know next to nothing about financial aid, student loans and whatever else there is, and the official websites seem to be taking me in circles, answering questions with more questions. I guess I came here for a definitive answer from people who actually went through this and are, therefore, pros (I was here as a little freshman freaking out about college two years ago too ;D).</p>
<p>Okay. So I am a full-time student going for a Bachelor of Science in Aeronautical/Mechanical Engineering. I am currently pulling a 3.33 and I have been awarded (for the past two years, and now) the following: </p>
<p>Federal Direct Subsidized Loan $5,016.00
Federal Direct Unsub. $2,484.00
Room and Board $5,000.00
Rensselaer Merit award $7,500.00
Rensselaer Grant $7,500.00
total: $27,500.00 </p>
<p>and the cost of attendance is ~$57,000.00
making an approximated 30k difference. </p>
<p>Now the questions I have are these:
1. If my parents can no longer support me, do my Federal direct subsidized and Unsubsidized loans go away? My parents are currently paying for them.
2. What is the best course of action for me?
3. I already accepted the full loan amount (because my dad is really dumb and JUST told me right now instead of telling me before I accepted all this debt.) Am I allowed to cancel the reward for the Spring semester?
4. I don't mind being up to my ears in debt, but the question is whether I can get myself in that much debt. What are these... student loans and would I be able to muster up some amazing amount like 30k for about a year without a co-signer?
5. I don't want to drop out of college in my senior year because I can't pay for my ass. Please Please tell me anything that's hiding in the bushes. Neither do I know what to expect nor do I know how to react to it. This totally caught me off guard, if you couldn't tell.
6. Thank you. Oh, I'm from California and I work at an Immigration Law firm in the summers, making me some considerable cash monies (although I look at my cost of attendance, and my considerable cash looks like loose change now...). I hope this is enough information. </p>
<p>I am forever in debt to College Confidential. (I'm in debt anyway. Let it all in. ahah)</p>