<p>i'm planning on applying ED to an LAC in the northeast. it has awesome financial aid, i love the location, and i just love everything about it. financial aid is really important for me. i like this school especially because its first year loans are ~3500, compared to 5500+ at other schools. thing is, i just found another LAC i like and its average first year loans are ~5500, but the EFC is about $3000...compared to $6500 at my dream LAC. this is really conflicting for me, because i don't want to stretch my mom thin, like she would have to at my dream LAC. if there's another option out there thousands of dollars cheaper...then it would make sense to try to go for that one, right? they're both difficult to get into, so obviously nothing's a done deal yet. my dream LAC (i know how much CCers hate the term "dream school", but for comparison's sake) is in my dream location, too, and i know it would probably be the only opportunity i have to live there. </p>
<p>on the other hand, my state school is there, too. i do like it, but it's not at the top of my list. it's my backup, as of now, but honestly i don't even know if its completely affordable. i'd be an automatic admit to the honors college, but i feel like it's full of all the things i'm trying to avoidhuge greek culture, party school, huge lack of diversityand i feel like i'd get really lost easily and be miserable there. it's kind of why i don't really fit into high school now. also, i never banked on having to go there, so i didn't take ANY of my honors/advanced classes for college credit and i feel like i'm gonna be stuck with tons of dull, huge gen ed classes (the LAC i'm looking at has a really interesting gen ed option/sequence). </p>
<p>TL;DR: two LACs, my #1 ED choice is $3000+ more than my second choice. financial aid is extremely important, should i even waste my time applying ED to my dream school, potentially forcing my mom into a difficult situation (she says she can do it, but i don't want to push her)? or should i go for the one that costs less? OR should i just stick with my state school? </p>
<p>also, my college list is really short because either i get into a school that meets 100% of need, or i go to my state school (if i'm lucky).</p>