<p>Smith College is kind of the college of my dreams. I have visited all around the New England area, and have not felt so at home as I did here. The girls, the teachers, the classes I sat in on.. the vibe just matched my own energy. I really want in.</p>
<p>My GPA is not so strong (3.5 or 3.6 I think), but I take hard classes (Two APs my upcoming senior year, I got a 2010 on my SATs, all honors classes where available, five years of a language, four years of art classes).. but I don't have any academic awards, I don't come from a rich family (I actually live on a family-owned farm run by both of my parents)</p>
<p>I really just want some reassurance.. because the anxiety hurts. I shouldn't have let myself get so attached to one school, especially one so difficult to get into, but it's too late. I've turned into a bra-burning feminist since my visit and chats with the girls. There are other all girls schools that I will apply to, but I am eager for the early decision on November 15th</p>
<p>Any hints.. tips.. someone to talk to.. someone who was accepted.. someone who can help me at all.. I feel lost yet soo ambitious about my future.</p>