<p>I apologize for the confusion, I had no idea a BA in music performance was that serious. I thought a BA in music performance would be like what I’ve experience thus far. Recap highschool, and bring you from not knowing crap to knowing enough to get a serious job. At least that’s how the local colleges portray it. You all are probably right, though. </p>
<p>If there are people studying for 10 years, and then entering a college for performance. Then maybe a college that would let me in wouldn’t help much. Especially considering that I could probably get everything they offer from a tutor, practice, and self learning.</p>
<p>I thank you all for the advice. Maybe a BA in music performance isn’t quite what I’m looking for at the moment. I’d love to learn an instrument on high level, but If I wanted to get into composing scores for video games, where do I start? </p>
<p>@clarimom, my reason for wanting a music major:
In those 5-6 years that I haven’t played my clarinet, I served the U.S. Air Force with a 4 year contract. Disappointed with where I was going in the Air Force, I separated in pursuit of a college degree. With the GI Bill, I now have a paid tuition for 4 years for any public school price. It’s been almost two years since I left the Air Force, and I still haven’t quite decided what I want to do with my life. I want to do Electronics engineering, 3d/2d animation, or Music. I’ve always loved music in many ways. The culture, the history, the friends I had band class, the way music moves me, the way it sounds, the way it turns video games and movies into touching experiences, and the memories songs capture. I envy those who get to play in talented groups, and compose music simply because they love doing it. I feel that I could be happy in the world of music somewhere. I’ve always wanted to be a part of the crew that compose music for video games.</p>
<p>I’m not entirely sure why I stopped playing my clarinet, but I think it’s because I used to see it as a woman’s instrument. I know, that sounds pretty stupid to me as well. I regret not keeping up with it. I have a guitar, a midi piano keyboard, and yet I’m always distracted by other things in life. Friends, Work, Video Games, and wasting time on the computer mostly. Maybe I’m more suited for something else. Plus, I have no musical friends or family to look up to. </p>
<p>I don’t know. If anything it’s a start. Something to get actively moving in the right direction. up to now has been time wasted, thinking about what I want to do in college, with my life, never actually trying anything. Music could bring me the happiness I want. I don’t care about fame, or riches. </p>
<p>–TL;DR–
4 years Air Force. Have GI Bill and want to use it. Didn’t play cause too distracted, and not rewarding. Maybe not passionate or motivated enough. I love everything about music, always have. Want to compose music for video games and the like. I figure that if anything, it’s a start, it’s something to try, it’s a direction in life. Music could bring me happiness.</p>