<p>Here's the quick background story:</p>
<p>Ever since I was young, I have firmly believed I have ADHD, and many of my peers have made comments about it as well. Also, it runs in my family. It has never really bothered me enough to attempt to get a prescription, especially because my dad is fairly against that field and it was a battle I didn't care to fight. But, now that I am getting pretty serious about my academics, it has reoccurringly been an enormous obstacle, especially in the field of timed tests. I am slow as all hell at processing things, and as you can probably imagine that is a huge drawback for AP tests and the ACT/SAT.</p>
<p>I have never attempted drugs before, yet admittedly I have smoked marijuana once or twice and I had bad side effects such as immense anxiety. I am not one for drugs for this and many other reasons.</p>
<p>However, if in the sense of furthering my education and academic achievement, I am considering taking Adderall for the upcoming ACT. I have never taken it before, and if I do decide to go through I would give it a couple of test runs first. I don't necessarily wish to do this, but I strongly, strongly believe I have ADHD and it is thus going to severely hinder my score. I am working on getting my dad to take me to get a diagnosis, but it is going to take awhile and it won't be done in time.</p>
<p>I didn't finish a single section on the PSAT and thus got a poor score, there is no way I will get through the ACT without something to help me. I believe I have the ability to do well because I am fairly smart in school, it is just the focus and the slow comprehension and the anxiety that is beginning to have it's toll.</p>
<p>It is basically a last resort.</p>
<p>My question is, should I take it?
1. I would take it a few times beforehand.
2. From my belief (albeit as noted prior, undiagnosed), I most likely have some degree of ADHD.
3. Based off of the immense anxiety I experienced from merely smoking marijuana, would I have a bad reaction-- as in a bad trip? (I am terrified of this. I really don't like drugs, but my school ambitions and the academic goals I have for myself triumph the disdain I have for drugs, so I would be willing to for academic purposes).</p>
<p>I apologize for the length, any advice is appreciated. </p>