Things I do while I wait...

<p>here's my list ><</p>

<ol>
<li>check email</li>
<li>check college confidential to see what's up with everyone else</li>
<li>check USC admission's website</li>
<li>check UCI admission's website</li>
<li>check other college forum to see who's been admitted</li>
<li>check back on college confidential</li>
<li>sigh and think about UCLA rejection</li>
<li>wish i had done better in high school </li>
<li>contemplate about life and where i'm headed</li>
<li>take out homework from purse but don't do it</li>
<li>watch some music videos to cheer up</li>
<li>assure myself that everything's going to be okay wherever i end up</li>
<li>remind myself that i still have UCR and that's good too</li>
<li>cry</li>
<li>pray to god</li>
<li>get angry and cry again</li>
</ol>

<p>I never knew it was going to be so stressful T_T</p>

<p>"ive been having chronic gay sex with my boy friend collin. I feel that when i take it, it relieves a lot more anxiety and stress."</p>

<p>OMG HAHAHA</p>

<p>1) Freak out
2) Check UCI web page
3) Anger
4) Watch Schwartzwald speech (Act 17: Leviathan) on youtube.
5) Check UCI web page
6) Sleep
7) Freak out
8) Pray</p>

<p>Yep, I think I'll die of stress if this keeps going on. Ah well, at least UCSB accepted me.</p>

<ol>
<li>more anal with collin</li>
<li>add more babies to my stock pile</li>
<li>sacrifice a baby per day until im accepted</li>
<li>anal</li>
<li>eat jars after jars of mayo</li>
<li>anal with mayo lube</li>
</ol>

<p>Hahaha^ :P</p>

<p>volcomstone ur the best haha</p>

<p>i do that excpet it's over USC. =p they give more moeny to out of state kids so don't hate :P</p>