<p>mann, all these decisions coming back down has really got me worked up, (even though I'm actually not worried about ED decision since I know that I definitely had no chance with the school my parents forced into ED'ing)</p>
<p>Just thinking about all the college decisions that will come down is scaring the hell out of me. My heart is beating faster than ever, and it's a continuous symptom >< I wonder if it will last until April...</p>
<p>The worst part is, I'm a late-sleeper to begin with (1-2am), now that I'm nervous all the time, I developed insomnia (PERFECT!) </p>
<p>So I go through my day with my heart pumping at 10000 times per min, feeling extremely tired and exhausted, yet at the same time filled with an insane kind of nervous energy that just drives me NUTS</p>
<p>It's fortunate that most of my teachers don't mind if I sleep through their classes, but there is that one teacher who just CANNOT STANND people sleeping in his class (even though he speaks in a monotone...) So I end up being called out every single time with him telling me that I'm rude to my face (even though I have an A in the class, and GOD KNOWS, i'm not the only fricking person who sleeps in his class, but nooooo, I'm the only one who's called out)</p>
<p>But yea, there's my ranting, now let's hear yours</p>
<p>Er, you should see a doctor about that. Really, it's not healthy to be so anxious all the time + not sleeping.</p>
<p>Oh I'm totally the same way. I lay recumbent in bed last night for two hours; it was excruciating. I drifted in and out of those familiar half-asleep, jagged-edged dreams of acceptance and nightmares of rejection. I usually go to sleep and 11 and fell asleep at 1. Every now and then I'll think about the impending decision, which I am being informed of on Friday, and my stomach will do cartwheels. I've also had a recent resurgence of acne, perhaps due to the stress attending the Waiting Process. I hope that my flare of ugly will be attenuated if/when I get accepted (which probably won't happen; I hate myself).</p>
<p>oh me too! I absolutely cannot concentrate on anything that require thinking right now. Ahhh! I have a math test tomorrow and I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't sit down long enough to study!!! And I'm usually a deep sleeper but last night, I just couldn't fall asleep. It's horrible!</p>
<p>yale decisions on friday im tripping, no sleep, no work, no nothing and i dont care until friday... i hope im not deferred this could not physically go on until april i will die... god help!!</p>
<p>In a few months, we'll all be able to sleep.</p>
<p>And not have nightmares about being rejected from uchicago and columbia... :(</p>