<p>Hey there, everyone. Preliminarily, my apologies if this ends up being really long. I just need help.</p>
<p>I'm currently an undergraduate at the University of Minnesota. I'll be entiring my third year of college, however it'll also be my last year of undergrad due to AP Credit and college credit earned during my high school career..</p>
<p>I'm currently studying a Bachelors of Arts in Psychology, and am slowly becoming aware of how utterly useless such degree is. My own advisor described a Psych BA as a "super high school diploma." </p>
<p>I've always had an interest in working directly with troubled or at risk individuals. As a member of the GLBT community and someone who didn't get treated amazingly by my peers in middle/high school, I want to engage in a career that'll help people who feel different or unappreciated see some light and move forward. </p>
<p>Until the last few months, my plan had been to enter Grad School in the Fall of 2013 to pursue a Masters in Social Work (MSW). I'd wanted to hopefully pursue licensure after grad school and begin a private practice. </p>
<p>The problem:</p>
<p>I transferred from Indiana University to the University of Minnesota last Fall. At Indiana, I maintained a 3.0ish GPA. However, after transferring to Minnesota, where the workload is a lot more intense, things took a downward spiral. Fall semester, I took two courses (Intro to the study of Lavosier, Darwinism, and Newton" and "Investigation of Pre-1800's Italian Furniture") , both of which fulfilled basic distribution requirements. To my dismay, I failed the history of science course and earned a D in the Furniture class.</p>
<p>My first semester GPA at Minnesota was a 1.7, and I was placed on academic probation. Spring semester, I took a combination of courses that were in my major and pertinent to my area of study. I earned a solid 3.0 GPA that semester, hereby raising my cumulative GPA to 2.5and removing myself from academic probation. I'm currently enrolled in three summer Psychology courses, trying to do as well as I can.</p>
<p>Additionally, I'm pretty hateful of the psychology program at Minnesota. The courses all approach the topic from a theoretical perspective and I'm second guessing whether or not the social sciences are really where I'm supposed to be. So, about that MSW? Maybe not my thing. </p>
<p>I'm an intern at a Troubled Youth center in the Twin Cities and work one-on-one with their noncustodial parents and mediate them through parenting lessons and I find the experience to be depressing and draining, yet rewarding. I'm passionate and excited about going into the center every time I work, but I leave every day drained and stressed about other peoples' problems. Sometimes the 12-hour shifts are so dramatic and i get so suckered into people's lives that I just want to go home and punch a wall. I wonder if that's a signal that counseling and/or social work are not my match.</p>
<p>So my dilemma starts here. </p>
<p>If I decide to attempt to go to grad school (Which i probably won't even get into? Will I?) I need to begin the application process within the next few months. Should I go for the MSW even though I'm not sure that's what I want to do? I'm sure that with an MSW I'll find a career I love but it's just hazy at the moment. The most appealing MSW Programs to me are at UW-Madison and Saint Cloud State University, both of which are a significant distance from home and I don't care to jeopardize my living situations or my committed relationship at this time by moving away again.</p>
<p>OR... Should I not apply for graduate school and try to get into the workfield for a while? I considered gaining some life experience and saving up some money to attend grad school later. Will my "worthless" Psychology BA even get me a job? I'm not by any means feeling like I have to work in the Psychology fiend right now. I'll work for direct care/insurance/etc. as long as it's a decent paying job. Also I wonder what reputable company is going to hire a 21 year old. I have a very extensive resume with various employment, volunteer, and internship listings but the age is worrisome. Also, I fear losing the motivation to go back to school after taking time off.</p>
<p>OR... Should I enter the workfield and work on an MSW part-time or online? </p>
<p>I'm ridiculously confused about the next year of my life. My advisor is not helping me the way I'd like and I'd really appreciate any advice.</p>
<p>Thank you so much.</p>