<p>Hello, all. It's been ages since I've used my account on College Confidential -- definitely has been amusing re-reading the posts and the worries of my past self. Anyways, I've returned to ask for the advice and (hopefully) to hear from the diverse perspectives of the denizens of CC. </p>
<p>I just finished my third semester at Yale and should be entering the second half of my sophomore year in two weeks or so. (Un)fortunately, I will not be doing so, as I am taking a semester off. Long story short -- I've abused alcohol and drugs over the past six or seven years, and this last semester was just the tipping point. I ended up spending a surreal week in the psych ward at Yale and haven been forced to take a semester off -- forced seems to be the wrong word, as I willingly obliged... but it was the university's decision, ultimately. </p>
<p>I'm trying to pick up the pieces of my life. For all of the ways that I have effed it up, it's not completely ruined, fortunately. I have been sober for three weeks now, which is the longest period of sobriety I've experienced since I was 13. I feel much more stable and clear-headed, so that's a plus. I'm also seeing a psychologist on a regular basis. (On a somewhat unrelated note, if anyone is going through anything like this and wants to talk, please do not hesitate to send me a message. I am certainly not an expert, but I do have my own experiences, which have to be worth something.) </p>
<p>Officially, I am taking a semester-long medical leave from Yale, during which time I am recommended to do something productive, reflect, etc. In order to return to Yale, I must take two courses at a different university and earn a B or higher in both of them. Then, some committee will review my re-application materials and issue a decision. </p>
<p>Over the past few years (I was accepted in '10 and then deferred for a year), I have alternated between loving and hating Yale, wanting to attend and wanting to leave and never come back. It truly has been a bad romance. I think the fact that these thoughts of wanting to leave Yale have persisted for so long indicates that maybe it isn't the right place for me. It is a wonderful environment for some people, but I just don't think it's best for me. I think I could be happy there to some degree, but I think I would be happiest elsewhere. (I do realize that, despite the messiness of the past few months -- perhaps even the past few years, this is a good dilemma to have.)</p>
<p>I'm interested in transferring to Columbia. I'll also most likely fill out an application to Penn, as one of my parents works there, and I could probably attend for a minimal cost. I'm also considering applying to school abroad, so if anyone has any information on universities in England or Ireland, I'd love to hear. </p>
<p>For practical purposes, here is a Sparknotes version of what my transfer application would look like: </p>
<p>Yale GPA: 3.55ish, I think, still waiting for the rest of this term's grades. (I've really exerted a minimal effort in my coursework over the past two years, for which I am kicking myself at the moment.)
Leadership position on the Spring Fling Committee, Associate Editor of a publication, writer for one of the newspapers, writer for a cultural magazine affiliated with the school, student manager in one of the dining halls, volunteer for a sustainability initiative.</p>
<p>HS: 3.9ish GPA at a private, competitive high school in a major city. 2310 on SATs, seven 5s and one 4 on APs (d'oh), 770 and 770 on SAT IIs, national recognition in a history competition a few times, captain of a team, some school-wide awards, class president, blah, blah, blah. </p>
<p>I'd love to be in NY, attend Columbia, and start anew, but I'm worried about the downward trend from high school to college. As many transfer applicants have stellar GPAs, will my mediocre GPA negatively affect my application? (I'm aware that 3.5ish isn't terrible, but Yale is known for its grade inflation. Informally, the general consensus is that the average GPA hovers around a 3.7. I don't think the university releases this information, but still.) </p>
<p>I could type paragraphs upon paragraphs about my situation and my dilemma and my problems, yada yada yada. What it comes down to is this: I am considering transferring from Yale, but I only have 1.5 semesters under my belt. I will not be taking courses during the spring semester, but I would like to go through the transfer process during this time. I plan to be completely forthcoming with my situation in my essays (I don't see how it could hurt me, really). Has anyone else done something similar to this? Does anyone have any anecdotes, suggestions, etc?</p>
<p>I apologize for the lack of structure and general scatterbrained nature of this post. It's pretty laughable that I consider myself a writer!</p>
<p>Thanks in advance for the help, and I hope everyone is having a lovely end of the year.</p>