Hi everyone, hope your summer has been great.
I’m hoping to find some more likeminded people here in the Theatre forum, as a previous post in an alternative place garnered some cruel responses and downright disheartening statements.
So… my story is this. I’m a 19 (almost 20) year old British female, who has just finished her freshman year at the University of Edinburgh, studying International Relations. However, my true passion has always been performance. I had a bit of a rough time at high school identity wise (who doesn’t) and decided that my self-confidence was too low to consider applying to drama school in the UK, and instead I followed the grain and applied to university with the intention of completing a BA and then applying for an MA in Acting post grad.
However, things didn’t quite work out the way I wanted them to, and my time at Edinburgh was shrouded with deep regret and anxiety; whilst I watched as my peers were doing things that made them happy at college, I was stuck somewhere I didn’t feel I belonged. I remained academically average through out my time at Edinburgh, finishing with a 2:1 (somewhere between a B and an A). I struggled significantly with poor mental health towards the end of my academic year and decided, in agreement with the university, that it would be best for me to take a leave of absence for a year.
I spent my summer in New York, acting in an amazing program and finally had the courage to stand up and say “this is what I want to do and I’ll do everything in my power to get it”.
We come to today: I’ve decided to apply to theatre schools in the U.S, with a mixture of BA and BFA programs lined up. Of course, however, I am classified as a transfer student for the majority of these schools (though I believe schools such as CMU, BU and UMich require you to complete 4 years anyway).
I received relatively negative responses from other forums, saying that my mental health was not a “hook” for schools and that I shouldn’t bother because acting school is notoriously hard to get into. As if I didn’t already know that!
So I’m here looking for anyone willing to talk with my about my situation, if they know someone who has experienced a similar situation or just want to share their two cents! Please restore my faith in these forum’s being friendly communities
Thanks for reading! And to anyone who has children or is attending drama school this year I wish you the best of luck and congratulations!
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