<p>I am currently hyperventilating because I feel like even though I thought I did so much research before I chose colleges to apply to, I applied to the wrong ones. After researching post-acceptance, I realized that my information wasn't right, or something like that...</p>
<p>I was accepted to Tufts, Swarthmore, Wellesley, UMich, and Boston College.
I'm planning on going into psychology (more clinical than research based) in order to prepare myself for grad school for a Psy.D. or a Ph.D (haven't decided yet.)</p>
<p>I'm between three schools, but I honestly have no idea where to go anymore.
Swarthmore College used to be my first choice, and everyone I know is pressuring me to go there, but upon looking into it more, I'm realizing that it might not be the right place for me. I'm not sure the intense workload environment is good for me because I stress easily, and I've heard that at Swarthmore, academics are more rigorous than at other places. In addition to that, I don't think I fit in with the type of students I know of at Swarthmore; I'm not an outspoken sort of person, I don't always want to participate in debates, and I'm not always willing to speak up in class. I'm afraid that if I go to Swarthmore, I will be overpowered by everyone who is already intellectually at a level that I want to be able to reach in the next four years. I'm not sure if that makes any sense, but I want to improve my speaking skills and all that in college, not go in and feel overshadowed. And as for the psych program, I can't even remember why I thought it was one of the top, can anyone speak for the psychology department?</p>
<p>I love Tufts, and I loved it when I visited last summer. It's close to home, and it's close but not too close to the city. I feel like I would probably choose Tufts in a heartbeat just for the school culture and how I felt visiting. But on the other hand, everyone around me is looking down on me because I'm not automatically choosing Swarthmore. And I'm not even sure if Tufts' psychology program is good. I thought it was, when I originally applied. But I'm not certain anymore.</p>
<p>I don't have any strong feelings for or against Wellesley, but if anyone could tell me about the psychology program there, that would be great.</p>