** “Quick” Profile (originally intended as TL;DR)**
Strengths:
- All-around academically
- motivated + excited (new experiences)
- good health
- high familial support
Weaknesses:
- HS course load realized to be underwhelming
- few extracurriculars to fit into schedule
- not historically proactive/disciplined, esp. junior year (working on it)
- long-term peer relationship experience almost nonexistent (attended half dozen different schools + preferred to socialize with staff/parents)
- unnecessarily comprehensive/inefficient judgment/decision-making,
- was “homeschooled” so will be only 17 for most of freshman year
Both:
- many past failures to learn from
- schooling experience that is …unique
- likes to learn by self (productively or otherwise)
Other:
- full financial aid coverage
- close to UCLA + UCI (but most likely will live on-campus)
Primary worry: regretting taking on too much or conversely, missing opportunities
Goals: Self-development, meeting people, enriching experiences, graduate school
A simplified way I see is that
UCI offers support and flexibility with CHP + School of Undeclared/Undecided, cushioning if my current self-perceptions/expectations are too high
while UCLA/UCB offer more prestige-related perks (name, peers + faculty, networking, etc.), more opportunity if I could handle it
Privilege of UCI CHP relative to campus vs. UCLA/UCB’s teaching/prestige/networking
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INTRODUCTION
Hi! I was admitted into UCI CHP, UCSD, UCLA, and UCB.
Undeclared for all as have the vaguest of ideas for my future (wants to learn and help other people). Good at math and interested in psychology but want to try some STEM-area classes.
Family lives about an hour from UCLA and 40 min from UCI (discounting traffic). EFC is currently 0 but more income expected in future.
I expect to have 42-48 credits from AP exams although I don’t think they will be of much use.
UCI CHP (Campuswide Honors Program – honors.uci.edu) consists of ~2.5% of UCI students. Along with required in-depth, small-group honors classes, it offers 4 yrs of exclusive CHP housing and advising (nice liberal-arts-college-type qualities). And priority class registration! (sorry other Anteaters)
UCI also has the School of Undecided/Undeclared and non-impacted majors so all except Pre-Med would be accessible for majoring, so there would be a lot of flexibility in choosing a major (and more optimal scheduling with priority registration).
My Background + Personal Concerns
I was in an online public for much of high school and skipped freshman year there (online school is structured …extraordinarily), so I was not exposed to many things (didn’t act proactively to my great regret). I am however attending physical school for senior year. Much to my surprise, there were in existence IB students (and indeed, regular ones) who slept 4-6 rather than 8-9 hours a night. (three years schooling online and no utilization of College Confidential, Quora, or Reddit to learn about real world, sigh)
My HS seems to have an average or slightly above amount of competitiveness. My senior course load consists of AP EnvSci, an art class (no work as high-level class but mostly freshman registered), AP US Gov, IB English (opposite of Art, high pulse), AP Calc AB, and IB Bio, but I have few commitments and manage >7 hrs of sleep a night. (allowed to get feel of IB second sem; will take only AP exams while assigned IB exam prep work)
As one may tell by the length of this post, there is a compelling to be overprepared/perfectionistic (although it’s not efficient), which may stem from some insecurity of not having enough information. This pattern would change with extreme college time pressure, for better or worse.
For all I know, online school may have severely inflated my GPA (few assignments, so a lot of free/studying time) as reflection of effort and my senior year load may be far lower than my college load (grades usually slip in college whether from grading curve or structure where a couple assignments/exams make or break or just sheer difficulty). I don’t really know how I would fare in a really competitive atmosphere.
The bulk of extracurriculars (unless you count video games as well) I had in HS consisted of some tutoring and working with disabled. I would like to try many sports, clubs, or other opportunities in college. My goal for freshman year is to enjoy myself (as much as possible, anyways) and try new things.
Reasoning
I am concerned that I would get stressed out; I have great deal of uncertainty about the level of stress and my ability to manage it (confidence that I can handle it would come from naïve assumptions; any satisfactory assessment would need a lot of outside input, hence my trying CC). For example, I have had minimal experience drinking coffee (seems like good habit to pick up though) or living sleep-deprived (although I will try to avoid low-sleep nights, my current discipline + time management ability is doubtful in avoiding it).
I would be able to get more counseling + professors’ time at UCI and closer peer community. At UCLA, I would have to be more proactive at the risk of developing an inferiority complex from the competition.
The support system in UCI’s CHP seems enticing for navigating college and establishing relationships, but it is plausible that I would drop out (don’t know what to expect from it or myself). Thus, there is a kind of safety net at UCI.
At UCLA/UCB, it is competitive and sink-or-swim so I would be pressured to give 100% (if I fail, recovery/modifications would be difficult).
I want to attend an excellent graduate school so undergrad should go as smooth as possible.
UCLA - there is room to expand, but I might be too ambitious and crash to a low GPA in disillusionment/disappointment
UCI – I would be already near the peak but the flexibility and support could cushion me if necessary.
I will be visiting UCLA and UCI campuses a couple more times (Bruin Day, etc.) + doing more research before deciding. I honestly have not looked much into UCB or UCSD as family prefers close to home, but have them here for comparison.