<p>I never thought this would even be a question, but the more I think about it, the more it begins to weigh on me.</p>
<p>The problem (of course, ha) is cost. My EFC at Chicago is something in the neighborhood of 25k. Each of my parents has promised to pay half of that. My aid package also includes a not-insignificant amount in federal loans, which are all on my head--if I go to Chicago, I'll graduate about 25-30k in debt. On the other hand, at UGA, HOPE + Charter Scholarship + however much NMF money I get from them brings my costs down to 8k or less. Obviously, it's a huge difference.</p>
<p>I know that 30k isn't a crazy excessive amount of debt to take on or anything, but I feel like it limits my opportunities. The opportunity to study abroad for a semester, or to take a summer internship instead of working. The opportunity to choose a completely unprofitable major--I don't mind being poor if it means I get to do the thing I most love for a living, but I would mind hiding from the collections agency. The opportunity to do things my parents find disagreeable--kidding. Well, sort of. At Chicago I'd be dependent on both parents' continued generosity; UGA I could pay for myself, if it came to that. I don't think my mom and dad are the type to yank funding for no reason, but obviously I would prefer not to have to answer to anyone except myself.</p>
<p>There's also the fact that both my parents--who are on the older side, and have another kid to put through college yet--are stretching their finances to come up with the 12-13k. I feel guilty about that, I guess, even though both of them are completely adamant that I "deserve" to go to a top-class school like Chicago. I have a feeling they think UGA is beneath me.</p>
<p>Which is the counterpoint, I suppose: in terms of the student body, networking/connections, and quality of academics, Chicago is definitely superior. I feel like I would be challenged there in a way that I might not at UGA. It would also make getting into a good grad school easier, assuming I don't flunk. [grin] And I know myself, and I suspect that I might get lost (metaphorically!) in a big, impersonal state school like UGA. Maybe I'm not giving Georgia enough credit--I know they have a great honors program--but I worry. But ultimately, I think the main reason I'm hesitating isn't a logical one. In a completely irrational and emotional way, I simply love Chicago more. I love the fun and the quirkiness (omg Scav Hunt!), I love the Core, I even love the pretentious "I am intellectual!"/"life of the mind" posturing. I "know" that I'd be happier there. It's just where I want to go.</p>
<p>Like I said, totally irrational. So what do you think? What should I do? Am I getting anything horribly wrong here? (I suspect the answer is yes, but I'll wait for you to tell me.)</p>