Can someone please give me some advice. I’d really appreciate it.
I go to a private school, most students there are very intelligent. well in middle school, 8th grade, all the “average/less smart kids” took Algebra 1, that was the lowest, but still average, math track at the time.
8th grade year I was just so lazy, I did really bad in school. I had awful work ethic and I was lazy and I completely regret it. After 8th grade year I was very excited to step it up. I’d say in 8th grade my GPA would have been a 2.4-2.5. I did bad. I wanted to do a turn around freshman year.
Well turns out they had some students who did poor in Algebra 1, the average class, redo it freshman year so they would be even more behind. So here I was in freshman year, redoing algebra 1. And I had to redo Spanish 1 since I did bad. I’d say in alg 1 in 8th grade I got an average of a B- or C+. I completely understand the decision to make me redo. But I feel so self conscious now.
In freshman year I stepped up, not great, but better then my middle school years. I started hs my GPA to a 3.1, not great but much improved from middle school.
Here I am a sophomore taking geometry, with freshman all in my math class with only one other kid in my math class from my grade. I feel completely stupid and it will look terrible on a transcript. I want out.
During freshman year summer I talked about with my math teacher working on geometry during summer, but when summer can I worked on geometry and about halfway through I realized there was no way I had enough time to do 2 semesters worth of geometry in 2 months, so I ended up stopping because I did not feel I was ready for the placement test.
Now I don’t want to give up, so I talked with my Head of Schedules about doubling up in math to keep me back on track with my grade and graduate in Calc. So I talk to her and immediately she gives attitude, she’s not a nice person. She says “You want to double up with?” I tell her “geometry and alg 2”, thinking it be okay because they’re too different courses from what I heard. Then she says “No, nobody has ever done that before. If you want talk to the math department”. But it’s awkward because last year I talked to the head math department and he really sounded against it last year when I talked about it. Teachers are really being no help for me. What should I do?
I want to raise my gpa this year to a 3.5 or 3.6 but will my low math destroy me? I obviously don’t want to go to an ivy league but my dream school was ucsb, which obviously requires a 3.4 and I hope to raise mine to, but will my lower spanish class and math screw me? what should i do? i know college is very competitive, and as far as I see right now I’m one of the lowest in the grade