<p>I have been invited to join the honors program in my school's aerospace department which involves taking the tinier H variant of a couple AE classes (15 students vs normally 70) and doing a research project (as it was explained tome, like a mini masters thesis/grad school lite).</p>
<p>I'm reluctant to say yes for two reasons.
1. It seems like this is a program designed for those students who know they want to go directly into grad school after undergrad, in particular top end grad schools. Is this a waste of time and effort if I'm thinking of getting into the workforce before grad school (so I have time to decide what I want to do--see point 2).</p>
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<li>I don't feel like I know enough about anything to actually come up with something to research in depth. I see freshmen who come in already knowing exactly what niche topic they want to work on. I was waiting until I saw the upper level AE courses before I even decided a) if there was demand/need for a particular topic and b) if I was even capable of tackling it. I feel like such a fake, I get the grades I do because I have just enough brainpower that hard work and resourcefulness can take me to the finish line. However, I've seen the things actual smart people are doing even as undergrads, let alone grad students, and it just makes my heart completely drop into my stomach. I feel like if I say yes to this, I'm going to be found out.</li>
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