This is a bit long so bear with me.
Hi everyone, I’m a California Community College student. I’m going on my third year at community college because I decided to spend some extra time working on my GPA as well as going for a second major (Comparative Literature). Originally, I was a Biology major hoping to go to medical school. I’m still a Biology major but as I mentioned, I’m taking up Comparative Literature as a second major. I’m applying for transfer to a myriad of schools, including all the UC’s as well as 2 CSU’s, Pomona College, and USC. I also am applying to out of state schools: Seattle U (maybe/maybe not), Baylor University, St. Johns University in New York and some reach schools that I honestly don’t feel like I’m qualified for but I’m applying anyways since I just want to take a chance.
Personally, I’m a little lost right now. I do love medicine and my current surroundings in Southern California but I just feel pretty empty. Going to UCLA/UCI is a dream but at the same time, I want a personalized education. I honestly don’t want to be a statistic in a sea of college students which is I feel like what it’ll be like at UCLA etc. Now, I don’t mean to sound like I’m bashing the UC’s, I’m not. I just feel like I need a sense of individualization which I may not get at a big university. In addition to my career fogginess, I feel a bit lost personally. I’ve been going through some personal up and downs. I have even confided in a professor of mine. It’s been tough since December 2017 and I even isolate myself from time to time… I’m tired of my surroundings as well as the expectations from my overbearing family.
So, with all my personal and educational ups and downs, I think I’ve decided that I’d like to do more with myself than just medicine. I’d like to major in something that isn’t science or at least, something I enjoy more than science.
I apologize for the extensive backstory but I feel like it attributes to the reason why I’m applying out of state. Here are my stats:
High School GPA (Weighted): 3.7
ACT Score: 31; English and Reading: 34, Science: 26, Math: 28
CCC GPA (UC Transferable Courses): 3.45
CCC GPA (All Courses): 3.35 (I feel like this GPA is so weak, It’s due to the C’s…I’ve gotten in 3 C’s (2 were Science classes over the summer, I know… death sentence to take a science class over the summer lol)
Credits Completed: 63.50; After this upcoming fall I’ll have total of 83.50 credits hopefully… if I don’t drop a class.
Over the course of time I’ve spent at the community college, I failed one class (I did it on purpose since I couldn’t get above a C) and I retook it and got a B (the failed grade shows up on my transcript but isn’t calculated into my GPA), I took a W in another class, and finally, I’ve gotten 3 C’s so far.
As for extracurricular, I’ve put them off since I wanted to focus my attention to class. I’ve volunteered at a local medical center as a musician. I played music for patients. I’ve been apart of the Honors Program at the college the entire time. I recently completed the program (I have a medal to show for it lol). Moreover, I recently became an Ambassador for the college as well as for the Honors Program within the college. I’ve made Dean’s List twice so far. I’m hoping to make it this fall since I’m taking classes I enjoy (with a final semester of organic chemistry; only extensively difficult class I’m taking).
The reason for this post is that should I take the chance to apply to certain schools like NYU Gallatin? I feel a little unworthy of applying to these schools honestly. I’m honestly looking for a more personalized experience. I want to get the best out of my experience at college and frankly, I’m tired of my surroundings. It’s a strange feeling to pinpoint but I guess I’m just looking for advice and guidance here. Criticism or comments are appreciated here… I don’t take offense.