<p>My mind is wandering even more than usual because of all the tension. Now I thought, wouldn't it feel weird to be God? Be everywhere at once and know everything... <em>shudder</em> That would be horrible... to know everyone's misery and exactly how they could solve it, and be powerless to help, despite being all-powerful.</p>
<p>WHY do i have to be three days away from mit by mail, WHY WHY WHY i want it to come tomorrow but chances are it isn't going to..........</p>
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<p>(Hey, it's finals week up here...I get to vent too :))</p>
<p>lol vent away :D</p>
<p>AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! I DONT WANNA WAIT LIKE THREE MONTS FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Venting is good...</p>
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<p>I think I need to post a new Les Mis song- "Turning."</p>
<p>omfg I just got out of a awful exam.... VENT VENT VENTTTTTTT</p>
<p>Waiting for the mail...
Tap a finger on the keyboard.
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Flap a wing on the blackboard.
Mail.
Nail on the blackboard. The chalkboard. Black chalk. Black diatoms floating in the Devonian ocean.
Geothermic vents.
They vent.</p>
<p>Well I was eagerly waiting for my letter before yesterday as well until the dreadful small white envelope came. I was really bummed yesterday, though it did give my parents the reality check that having good test scores, ECs, recs, and etc won't get you in. (though the parents have pretty much lost all confidence in me, which is somewhat depressing; I was counting on their support, but friends I suppose will do) Heh, I'm humble by nature, but after that letter, my self esteem has completely dropped to zilch. I have no idea, how the heck I'm gonna manage to trod through the common app and other application...I suppose I placed too much hope on MIT. I'm worried that I won't be going anywhere except my state school, which will suck. And though people say, "oh you'll get in regular" or "you'll get into XXX good college," what reason is there anymore to believe such things?...you practically have to be superhuman to get in. Anyhow, a depressing vent...</p>
<p>But I'll bear it, and smile as if everything's ok though it's not...at least for the time being.</p>
<p>Jane (b/c I dont know your real name) -</p>
<p>You just might not have been PRECISELY the profile they were looking for THIS time around. Doesn't mean that you won't fit the void in March, or that you won't be the perfect candidate for another top school. I, or the vast majority of the rest of us, am by no means, superhuman. In fact, I'm extremely human. And I think that's what they saw in me.</p>
<p>Best of luck to you. Things ALWAYS work out in the end.</p>
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<p>Vacation starts the day after tomorrow!!! Thats when the mother of all vents will begin, heh</p>