<p>ironically we actually do own a house in maryland! haha. oh well in ireland law is a bachelors degree. as is medicine, etc. i would hopefuly be applying for a college such as brown, for the open curriculum. i hate law so far. its to deliberate, if you understand my meaning. where as i want to do something that has a million options, where i can learn more maths and english and art and everything. i have not completed the degree though, and over here, your first degree is free. so that means if i wait there will definitley be no aid available, right?! </p>
<p>this is probably a ridiculous question, but can you apply for like… financial emancipation from your parents?! they will definitley not be paying for my education, i wouldnt dream of asking for it, but if i get no aid… it looks like im stuck here. and i fully intend on living in america, after my degree anyways. </p>
<p>im pretty sure transfer is not an option, as my curriculum in law is not diverse enough to allow me to transfer it as credits to an american college. had i been doing a bachelors in arts it may have been possible, however i thought i should pick a course which had an actual job at the end of it… arts over here leads to pretty much teaching. that is less my thing than law is. </p>
<p>as far as my parents… far from impoverished. though 5 kids, and next year there will be another in college, as well as my older sister, who is in her last year of medicine, but moving into internship next year… therefore she’s still going to need taking care of financially. though that probably is irrelevant to the process of aid.</p>
<p>and as far as it being perfectly reasonable for wanting to “go home”, my dad understands that. he encourages it, so he has an excuse to go back too. however i dont think its perfectly reasonable to ask for money off a man who pours all his energy into a job that doesnt fully satisfy him, especially when there’s more kiddies to pay for also. especially in this economic climate… wow do i sound grown up or what?! but its the fact that my dad is pretty much at the top of his career, and chose that career because it could take care of his needs and families needs, but he resents it majority of the time. he’d love nothing more to be at home, playing guitar, doing paintings and learning random things such as astronomy. and at this point it seems that that it whats on the horizon for me, unless i get the freedom i need, academically. </p>
<p>wow. sorry, i just started ranting and pretty much pouring my heart out. apologies. but i do think its important you guys get where i’m coming from… even though you prob dont care… ;)</p>