The best gift you can give yourself is to recognize that no matter what your academic stats, ECs, etc that these schools will be long-shots. Don’t pin all your hopes and dreams, or your self-worth on getting into one of these schools. There are tons of amazing colleges and universities out there and if you continue on the path you have set, you will get into many of them. Keep doing what you are doing, stay involved with ECs that excite you, and enjoy HS.