Freshman year, I took seven classes per semester, and got Bs in bio and lit both semesters. I had one honors class. I didn’t really focus that year.
Sophomore year I took six classes, two were AP and two were honors. I got straight As. I took 3 AP exams (cs, chinese, physics 1) and got 5s on all of them.
Junior year first semester finals are coming up, I’m taking 5 classes, two APs (I regret taking such easy classes). I had a ton of personal problems this semester, including lots of girl stuff and family deaths. I put my time and effort into someone that didn’t care about me. Now that someone left me, and I think I have finally woken up. The problem is, two of my grades (calc and physics) depend on if I do really well on the finals. Two of my other grades are borderline (91-92%) and I’m really worried that I will get 3 Bs this semester.
Finals start tomorrow for me. I am really not sure what I’m going to do. I am willing to do basically anything. The problem is, I can’t study for finals late into the night because I need sleep for the next day’s tests.
I was aiming for colleges like Berkeley, UCLA, and even MIT for computer science related majors. Are those even possible? I calculated that I would have around a 3.85 u/w GPA if I got 3 Bs this semester and straight As the rest of high school, however it would be pretty low (maybe 3.80) on my application, which I will submit before any of my senior year grades come out I think.
I am planning on taking 15 more AP exams, for a total of 18 AP exams. I am also planning on taking 5 courses next year, all AP, even AP lit and AP gov/econ. I have always been in regular lit and history.
I am planning on taking ACT, but have not yet.
As for extracurriculars, I’m doing USA Computer Olympiad, which I plan on getting into at least Gold Division, which I’m not sure is good for anything. I qualified for AIME last year, and plan on qualifying again this year. I passed advanced level CM piano last year, but that’s not too great. I’m doing physics olympiad this year, and maybe I can qualify for something. I also have an internship at a startup company that is building an ios app. They think it will get thousands, or even millions of users, but it is still under development. I am going to play a varsity sport for junior/senior year, and I was captain of JV sophomore year (again not sure if these things even matter).
Do I still have any chance at a really good college? I have really high expectations of myself, but I really messed up this semester. I still can’t believe I did the things I did for her…
What else can I do to boost my app? Time is not an issue for me. During sophomore year, I took the most challenging classes I could and got straight As while having lots of time for gaming (which I quit), hanging out with friends, TV etc.
What do colleges want to see from a person in my situation?
Sorry for the long post, I am pretty desperate right now. I am also going to talk with my school counselor about this tomorrow, but I doubt they will be of much help because they don’t understand high standards. He will probably try to convince me that my current grades are good. I know they are decent, but I expect more from myself. I want to do more. I’m not getting pressured by others, I like driving myself to do more.
I don’t believe I’m stressed, I am just really disappointed.