(I’m new to this website so I don’t know if this is the correct forum to but this in, but I’m just in need of some realistic advice.)
Ok so just some background information about me: I’m currently a Junior at a large public high school in Southern California, and recently I’ve been pretty stressed about the rapidly approaching task of college admissions (yikes!). I know I want my major in college to be something STEM-related (likely engineering), and I’m doing a few extracurriculars related to this - I’m a member of my school’s Science Olympiad team and math competition team, a member of my school’s engineering club, and I have recently applied for a volunteer position at the California Science Center (it is likely I will be accepted and start volunteering next semester). I love rock-climbing, and I’ve been on a team since 9th grade. I also have a passion for painting - I’m currently in AP Art and I’ve submitted a couple pieces to the Scholastic Art and Writing Awards this year. I also did good on my PSAT, and it’s highly likely I will be a NMSC semi-finalist based on California’s previous selection index cutoff scores. I’m two years ahead of the standard math curriculum at my school (though that’s not that rare), and I’m taking 4 AP classes this year including AP Calc BC and AP Physics Mechanics. I got straight As first semester, and second semester has yet to start. But here’s my problem: 11th grade is the only year of high school where I’ve actually done stuff. I was honestly a complete mess in 9th grade. It was really difficult for me to stay focused with distance learning, and I was also dealing with some pretty traumatizing stuff at home. I ended up getting 2 Bs both semesters (thankfully neither of them were in math or science) and I was super antisocial, wasn’t in any clubs, and didn’t do any extracurriculars other than starting to rock-climb. 10th grade was the same in terms of clubs and extracurriculars (I didn’t do anything), and I didn’t take any AP classes, though I did at least manage to get all As. In 11th grade I finally pulled myself back together, but I don’t know if that’s enough. I just wish I could go back in time and not waste half my high school years.
I was not expecting to write so much here; sorry about that. Anyway, I guess my main question here is: What can I do over the summer and next year to make myself more competitive and hopefully make up for my messed up 9th and 10th grade years (Regarding this summer, I’m planning on applying to COSMOS, a pretty competitive STEM summer program in California, but I’m wondering what else I could do.) Thanks in advance