<p>I think I cried pretty much on every single day last week. I was a train-wreck waiting to happen and I freaked out my teacher a little bit (unfortunately) when I opened up to him about certain things. He’s the only person I genuinely trust… </p>
<p>He just told me that I’m a long way from healing and I have a lot of work to do on myself, early on that week (dead on). So, I kept ruminating on that the entire week and it made me feel even more hopeless about life and my future. </p>
<p>Funny this was on here, because I cried for the first time in seven years tonight. A close friend of mine’s little brother took his own life last week and today was the viewing. It was the saddest thing I have ever seen, but there was also a beauty to it. His parents were so graceful, and in fact were the ones consoling the MANY (hundreds, if not over a thousand) people who showed up. It was unbelievable.</p>
<p>I cried from laughing so hard a few hours ago while hanging out with my friends.
I cried of sadness this morning when I ended things with a guy. [/rightdecision]-ihope.</p>
<p>About a month ago when a frenemy [a boy] threw a football at me and it hit me in the face.</p>
<p>Last emotional cry: when my friends were making lots of dead baby jokes… i don’t think they’re funny, and i’ve actually been to a few babies’ funerals/ known women who miscarried. I excused myself to the bathroom and cried there. one of my friends followed me and comforted me. [2 or 3 moths ago]</p>