<p>I did something in HS that I'd rather not mention here. I did mention it in my college application though, specifically my resume, and I was very surprised when I got into a very prestigious university. All my ambitions came back too, but because of my perhaps overly-honest college application, I'm now pretty worried.</p>
<p>I'd like to do so many things - run for president of student government in college, or be an elected officer in my EC like in HS. Maybe even be a public figure later in life. I'm very grateful for how I can apparently start on a clean slate in college, and I'm going to do great things.</p>
<p>But who would be able to read my college application in college, other than the admissions office and the registrar's office? Would these administrative offices allow others to read my college application without my knowledge or permission? IS my college application kept private and secret, away from prying eyes outside the administration?</p>
<p>If I run for student government or even any elected position in my EC, would I have to declare things on my college application and resume, including my HS record of ECs and elected positions? Would the student publications and college newspapers and press have the desire, or the power and access to probe into my college application and the high school resume attached to that resume? Would they want and be able to get my HS info from my HS itself?</p>
<p>Even if I decide to lay low and not run for student government, if I accomplish something notable, maybe academically or win an award, and get interviewed by the campus newspaper or something... would they try to dig into my past and be able to see my college application? Would the college's administration allow other people to see my college application, or even help to expose me? I want to do big things, but articles like </p>
<p>Yale</a> Sophomore Named Goldman Sachs World Leader
News</a> India-Times.com, Online Edition</p>
<p>with so much detail about the overachievers' high school lives make me worried.</p>
<p>Nobody in college knows what I did wrong and I'm glad to start afresh, but this has been worrying me. Especially since how Mark Zuckerberg's Harvard application, ECs, resume, SAT scores and all, are now an open secret. How were the college applications and resumes and stats of such celebrities and politicians retrieved, by whom, and how? How come everyone knows our Presidents' and politicians' SAT scores? Those leaks don't make me feel any safer about the privacy of my own college application.</p>
<p>Are college applications, even the ones to private colleges, open record? Can people find out what I wrote on my college application and resume and essays etc without my knowledge or permission, and how? It sucks to be so afraid of my own high school shadow. Has my honesty become a liability?</p>