<p>(I apologize for the really long and detailed post).</p>
<p>I'm a junior at a local 4 year university right now. Technically I'm a double major in biology and psychology. When I first started college I didn't know what I wanted to do. So I let my mom influence me to think about medical school. After taking 3 science classes (2 biology, and 1 chemistry), and volunteering at the hospital I realized that I didn't want to go into medicine. I stopped taking science classes after my first semester of my sophomore year. I have an overall 2.96 GPA. I received a C in both biology classes, a C+ in chemistry, a C in precalc (I did get a B+ in calc 1 though), and a C+ in psychology of animal behavior and health psychology. Because of those 2 C+s in my psychology classes, my psychology GPA isn't very nice either. I plan to retake health psychology, but I definitely do not want to even attempt another semester of animal behavior. All the other psychology classes I've taken I've received A's and B's.</p>
<p>I don't want to blame anything, but my lack of interest, as to why I did so horribly. However after my freshmen year I was going through a few things psychologically that really restricted how motivated I was. I talked to a counselor at the university and she said I may be depressed. But I didnt take it very seriously. I was able to get up and go to class every morning. I didn't see why it would affect my study habits. It got to the point where I didn't do projects that were worth 30% of my grade, and I didn't study for exams that were worth 20% of my grade, etc. After my first semester of my junior year I transferred universities, thinking that maybe a new environment could help me somehow. Right now I'm at this new university, but I already know that I'm transferring back in the fall. Im not happy here and the psychology department at my old university was a lot better. I know I can probably do an independent study with one of the psychology professors when I go back. I'm also going to try to get a psychology internship somewhere once I go back. The opportunities at my old university were definitely there, I just couldn't see past the mistakes I made. I've also been able to really fix myself psychologically. I think I needed a semester off to stop and think about where I was headed. Transferring may not be a semester off, but it definitely took me away from a stressful environment. </p>
<p>I know that I probably wont graduate within a year. That idea is completely fine with me. It'll give me an opportunity to hopefully get enough research experience. I'm taking the GRE this summer. I'm hoping to do really well. I want to go to graduate school for either school psychology or cognitive psychology. I know I want a PhD. I've taken a few psychology research courses and they've always been my favorite. I know 100 percent I want to go into psychology research. I'm just worried that my GPA will hurt any chance of getting into a PhD program. If I retake health psych and get an A, it wont raise my GPA significantly. If I retake another 2 psychology classes I received B-'s in, it'll raise my GPA probably 2 points. By the time I graduate, hoping I get 4.0s from now until then, I'll graduate with around a 3.4 GPA. I don't know what kind of LORs I can get. I'm hoping I can get at least one really good one from the professor who I want to supervise my research. I'm definitely going to try really hard to form some type of relationship with my professors. Ill probably also ask around to see if I can be a research lab assistant. </p>
<p>To the question: Would applying straight out of my undergraduate career hurt my chances of being accepted? Should I even apply for PhD programs? I was thinking about maybe applying for a specialist degree in school psychology and then go onto a doctoral program later on. I do have my heart set on psychology research. I'm not looking to get into the best programs. Right now I'm trying to find programs that really meet my interests (in both cognitive and school psychology). I'm just a little bit scared that I don't really have the right credentials to even be a prospect and that my grades will hurt me. Also, should I bother retaking the biology and chemistry classes...for the sake of my GPA? Oh, and how bad will transfering and then transfering back look? </p>
<p>Again, I apologize for this really long and detailed post. Im trying to put myself in the right direction before I transfer back in the fall...and before I set an appointment to talk to an advisor at the university.</p>