<p>After finally sending off my early apps, i've been able to step back and just think about where i am now. I honestly feel like it was just yesterday that i was a freshman in high school, speculating on what my future would be, where i would go to college, and how i would get in. now, that time has come and it hasn't really hit me yet.</p>
<p>any other seniors having weird/random realizations?</p>
<p>Yea, that I somehow put my school’s zip code instead of my own for my home address </p>
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<p>oop, automatic rejection, i’m pretty sure :p</p>
<p>^lol</p>
<p>I’m just relieved. Pressing the final “submit” butting brought about a mixed feeling of fear, of anxiety, of happiness, of relief, and of nostalgia.</p>
<p>wow, that emoticon looks creepier than i had hoped.</p>
<p>exactly my sentiments, ccuser. </p>
<p>now, the dreaded month and a half of waiting until early results…</p>
<p>cant wait till i get to your state</p>
<p>then i will be depressed</p>
<p>kypdurron: keep your grades up! keep your grades up! keep your grades up!</p>
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<p>that i might be in similar shock on the last day of my life :/.</p>
<p>My realization isn’t weird or random…but I realized I don’t want the lifestyle (job, family, location, etc) that I thought I wanted.</p>
<p>I’ve had that kind of shock, and I’ve also come to realization that I still have the rest of high school, college, and medical school to get through @<a href="mailto:@">@</a>. But, it will be fun ;D</p>