<p>Undergraduate GPA: 2.2 - my major GPA is a little higher, though not by much
BS in Industrial and Systems Engineering from Georgia Tech.<br>
NO INTERNSHIPS but several extracurriculars</p>
<p>My Story: I don't have one of those special-circumstance story. My grades did not improve significantly as I advanced from sophomore to senior status. I have been told all my life to study and once I got into college, I got tired of studying. I wanted to live life, party, and meet girls- basically all the things I lacked while living under the roof of my parents. Am I lazy? In a way yes, but I also had the discipline and effectiveness to lose 50 pounds while in college and force myself to follow stringent dieting/ exercising. </p>
<p>Even just to get C's, I had to put in serious work. The moment my first semester was over, I knew i had to make better grades... but i never did. </p>
<p>Some part of me still felt that maybe if I majored in non-engineering or if I went to a less competitive school, I could have got out with 3.0 at least. </p>
<p>It has been 4 months since I graduated. I am very vulnerable to emotional dissonance, and I started smoking a lot of marijuana after my gf broke up with me last year. I still smoke marijuana. The closest to a full-time dream job was a second round interview I never went to because I had lied about my GPA and boosted it by 0.4. I had an 500$ stipend internship for 3months in janurary. However, i signed no contract and the company was a sketchy startup, so I quit after the first day. During that period, I also had 2 other internship interviews. At the time, I didn't know i was going to make a rash decision and quit the internship, so I botched one of my interviews because it was on the same day i start the internship. The 2nd interview i rescheduled but still never went. I can never contact these companies again. I really need some help from the audience reading this post. I cannot go to my parents, and my friends try to support me the best they can. Only one person in the whole world knows everything I have posted, so I am taking a huge step by posting my story online. </p>
<p>I know that the smart elites will hammer me with "thats what you deserve" kind of responses, but please, I want help and advice on where I should go given all the mistakes I have made. </p>
<p>Thank you all!</p>