<p>Many people like you end up being hugely successful in life, so don't be discouraged.</p>
<p>Do not focus on SAT scores. That is just a symptom of your trying to get something for nothing, so to speak, and it seems like you would prefer to sort of game the system than do some work. I am also a bright person who hated school, so no offense is meant.</p>
<p>You mentioned ADD, and then belittled it. Is this really one of the things that has held you back, because you should learn about ADD, and maybe give your self a break, get some help.</p>
<p>I would think that, if you don't want to work academically right now, you maybe work for a bit. Or do a "gap year" activity that would turn you on (if you can afford it)</p>
<p>My brother was a problem in high school, flunked out of college, bartended for awhile, had a drug habit, didn't care about anything. He decided at one point, around age 24, to change. He volunteered at a tv station, just drudge work, went back to school for communications. Did an internship for a very local radio station, calling in high school football game results from a phone booth. You know what? He is now an executive vice-president at a major network. </p>
<p>You have conducted yourself in a non-traditional way in high school. You need to fix the situation creatively, with humility and hard work- but that may only work when you deal with whatever issues you are having, whether ADD or others- and maybe also only when you find a passion to follow.</p>
<p>Few people realize that the highest drop-out rate is among gifted students. If you are as bright as it seems, you may need a different path, but it can work out in the end. Good luck.</p>