<p>My name is _<strong><em>, I am 24 years old and currently is part of the School of Nursing. I am appealing the decision of Nursing Program Director _</em></strong>___ which requires me to withdraw from the university as stated in her letter dated April 29, 2014. I do not blame anyone but myself for the substantially low GPA and grades I received and I know I did not try to the best of my abilities and skills to overcome the bad habits and emotional struggles on time. Over the course of last year, my grades were fallen significantly affected by my bad studying habits, living alone and the distance far away from home. School seemed like it was going to be everything that I had expected of college; late night studying, socializing and independence, but on the contrary, I felt alone, out of place, and no motivation. I had a lack of motivation coming from myself because I felt the distance from home was overwhelming since I had never been away from home for more than month and having to travel to Dallas was not a simple task. I felt neither support nor encouragement from anyone surrounding me that at that point I was ready to give up and forget about UTMB. My parents never attended college and do not clearly understand the trouble and sacrifices that a student must make in order to overcome the difficulties so when I would come to them, they tried to helping me. Unfortunately, I am stuck with dealing my situation by myself.</p>
<p>On my return to spring semester, I came with a mind set of If I can do it and I will do it but once again I did not try my best because at that point, with that enthusiasm that I had, my priority was now trying to fit in to my new class (because I thought that would help me survive), opposed to trying to pick up my grades. I fell into undermining the adult 2 course and began to not fully understand the course material due to working late nights to support for my financial crisis. I been having test taking anxiety prior to taking the test and that prevented me from achieving a higher grade. After the first couple of weeks, I was sure that studying the night before for an exam would give me enough time to absorb all of the information, but I was wrong. It has come to my attention that I need time, a healthy body, a quiet place to study and concentrate on the material that I should be putting as a priority. </p>
<p>When I returned for fall semester last year, I undoubtedly realized that I messed up the earlier spring semester and that the way I was living the college life was wrong. At that point I began to question whether if I was content with the classes that my major required and if nursing was right for me; I decided to reflect over my situation throughout the previous summer and how I can over come the odds of me passing nursing. So I retook Adult 1 and passed it with an C and without a doubt, if I am granted another opportunity, I will re challenge myself in a different direction and strongly consider looking at tutors, school advisors, professors and other people to rely on but it will be a challenge that I am confident to accomplish. During the winter break after I passed adult 1, I spoke with my parents who gave me the encouragement that I long looked for. Both my parents told me that I must be willing to accept life away from home and live independently if I want to continue my education in such a great university. They made me realize that if I had been accepted to attend this university, then I can graduate from this university.</p>
<p>If I am reinstated into the university for this summer semester, I will prioritize that school is number 1 on my list and not fall behind my studies. I will be able to focus on my school work without any distractions. Also, I know that one of my worse mistakes is not asking for help when I clearly needed it. For that reason I have planned to take advantage of all of the academic services offered by the university and if I feel like I am falling behind or not understanding the subject, I will most certainly go to tutoring when available. I will not let intimidation or shyness get over me when it comes to seeking academic help. I am committed to attending most of the workshops that will help me with study habits, work ethic and most importantly, help me with my classes. I will go to counseling to talk about my issues with my courses to help me guide through the difficulties. </p>
<p>I learn from myself is I am not the best person when it comes to test taking and if I struggle I should go to the academic test taking help to realize my mistakes. I am certain that if I am granted a second chance I will be persistent when faced with challenges that structure my abilities and skills that can be demonstrated through my grades. I have planned to discipline myself in every single aspect of my life because I do dream with my college graduation and with that diploma from UTMB.</p>
<p>I am thanking you for your time and consideration. I sincerely do hope I will return to UTMB for this summer.</p>