<p>If I haven't blabbed enough in my posts, I adore my school, Clark University. I have great experiences and love my life here. </p>
<p>Lately though, I've been feeling a sort of dissatisfaction with the academic minds on campus. They're just not like mine. </p>
<p>I went to a very academically driven school. Students were SMART, crazily so. (What am I talk about? This is CC, of course you know.) They were very academically driven, it was their life.</p>
<p>I find that the students here are less so. I do not think that the work here is easier in a sense, but that the students just do not achieve to as high of a level. The bar is, I guess, lowered. </p>
<p>I find myself working less, studying less. I was a freshman in a class of upperclassmen. I applied myself just a little bit and got one of the 2 As in the class. </p>
<p>It's not that I am super smart. From school I have just been disciplined to work hard and to take school seriously. I feel that some kids here just do not have the same mindset, and that shows in their work. They get Bs and are fine with it. (What?! Bs?!!!) </p>
<p>I'm not saying everyone on campus is lazy. In fact, there are a lot of people who work very hard. But how do I say this. Even if they work hard, their work still does not show the intelligence level that I had expected. </p>
<p>What's a kid to do?</p>
<p>People here are not going to be number one in academics. I know that. But I love the other parts of them. I love how everyone is passionate about something, how active we all are in the community and issues. I love the opportunities I have here to take lead and to make changes. I love how our voices are heard. </p>
<p>I just wish my mind was more challenged academically. Dammit, I want my brain to be stretched by mind-boggling tests and work.</p>
<p>I'm not sure if I'm explaining this as well as I should. It's 1 am and I've been staring at a paper for too long. The paper's prompt is so easy I could cry. And yet so my classmates struggle...</p>