<p>Alright thanks to everyone for their comments. Inasmuch as I don’t want to turn this forum into a topic on my personal preferences/goals I think clarifying further in detail why I am doing this may help me get some feedback/aid from you on how to best showcase my reasons for re-applying. I think enough has been said on prestigious vs. other top schools so unless someone wants to start a whole new forum on faculty jobs I have no further comments.</p>
<p>Better faculty opportunities for elitist graduates was the last of a series of reasons that made me want to do this (I never expected it to create so many question marks otherwise I would have included the following as well). However, if it was not for it, I would have definitely stayed in my current school, finished the PhD quickly and then looked into good postdoc positions (altho these days top-notch postdoc positions are getting ever more competitive). Following are the other reasons that may help some of you also understand why I am less worried than you expect about the LORs and disloyal reputation in academic community. </p>
<p>1) I believe my chances of getting a top-notch PhD is quite low.
My research is totally off the main-stream of my group, and by off mainstream I mean nobody even understands what I am talking about when I am presenting, least of all my advisor. Why? It was a shot in the dark by my advisor to secure funding in bio/health care directions. Why would he do that if he doesn’t know ***** about it? Because all he cares about is to get more and more funding and expanding the group to a center by any means possible. Though his attempt might be justified given the $-oriented academic community, it obviously hurt my PhD. I was able to develop the work on my won and publish without his help/guidance, still, it is clear to me that working alone without good advice/guidance tho 24/7 has almost no chance of becoming “wow” research. So yes, my advisor is not at most of the conf.'s I go to, when I got the internship they didn’t know my advisor, didn’t even ask for his recommendation. Basically nobody knows him in my field, actually now I can say more people know ME than HIM in the very board field that I publish in. Why can’t I quit the group, switch advisors, go work for a while then apply? F1 visa and an advisor who knows how to exploit it.</p>
<p>2) My chances at getting a top postdoc position will be low.
PhDs from our group with 10 first author journal papers during 7 years of PhD work (yeah the advisor rides them like …) end up doing two more years of post-doc at the same group and then on average join less famous/accredited groups in their field. Why? Advisor never helps and makes them switch research (as his fundings dry up) during PhD once or twice so they don’t have a strong focus. As you can see I am not the kind of guy who thinks he will be different when his turn comes. I look at what’s happening on average to my peers and plan accordingly.</p>
<p>3) This could be the last chance to save my PhD.
I am working in the R&D of a good company and I have done more in six months than the whole 2 years back in my school. Why? I work in a team directed by someone who knows the research we do. Who? the CTO of the company, who gives talks at Cal and Stan every year, who knows ***** load of profs in the field, and has top academia track record. Is he happy with me? He had a open job offer for me 2 months into the internship. Will he recommend me? u bet. Does it carry weight? More than my advisor? Let’s just say he employs Stan/Cal PhDs in the company by talking to the Profs. Which profs? same that will be reviewing my application. Will they contact him or my advisor? I would say most likely him. After all he is my real CURRENT ADVISOR.</p>
<p>4) I don’t mind starting over, actually I like it. I think the ability to let go of old/saturated fields and starting new ones is a key to success as a faculty. So yes I am ready to waste four more years on a PhD. I look at it as saving on my postdoc years. Is it worth it? For me yes I will have a way better shot at becoming faculty in the top 4 itself. </p>
<p>5) I have seen many students from my undergrad school who have done this. And yes most of them ended up in Stan (but i can direct you to the ones in Cal as well). What do they think? They think they would do it again if they had to as I am sure you can guess. Is it just the prestige for them? No, the people the work with, more exposure, better collaborations, and more options when they graduate.</p>
<p>Having said all of that, none of it will be on my SoP. Actually, I bet if I hadn’t mentioned I am ditching my PhD for good schools in the initial post nobody would have pointed it out as a weak point. That is why my reason for applying would be doing a PhD at a school with a very strong program on my field after an MS and some work experience. But I agree that the missing link would be a recom from my advisor, and given what I described about my recommenders and my advisors reputation, I believe it is worth risking it. I have already emailed some of these profs and even got one reply from a Stan prof. As of today, none have contacted my advisor. </p>
<p>Haha, now what’s the worst worst worst that could happen?</p>
<p>They contact my advisor, he puts in bad word, I am rejected, and my advisor is so ****ed he decides to let me go. Will they announce it on the billboard of US academia? I don’t think so. What am I gonna do? Stay enrolled at my school and switch advisors or just get an MS join this company publish and network my way to a UC. Honestly I don’t think I can have a better future with a PhD from my school. No offense but I would rather be a researcher in Lawrence Berkeley than a faculty in purdue. Can’t stand the boonies.</p>
<p>Cosmicfish, from people I have come to know in academia, I don’t share your standpoint towards permanent disloyal stigma in academia. And again, I will not put prestige as the reason I wish to join their school. Meanwhile, I can direct you to a friend’s resume at the time of application to Stan, where he clearly uses MS/PhD in his education that was in a way lower ranked school. He’s in stan now, full fund. So though I won’t do the same, I don’t think leaving PhD early to join a better school is that much frowned upon. And yes you are right, I want to have a good shot at faculty positions in top schools and their asst. profs are more or less from the elitists.</p>
<p>Having said all of that, opinions in this forum do have stake in my decision. The only case mentioned was one where a prof in the admcom knew the advisor which I think in my case is pretty much not likely (actually I am avoiding harvard/caltech because that’s where my advisor has his circle). Does anyone know of a similar thing? Non-recommenders being contacted? To my knowledge it’s not very common in stan/cal. Lower ranked schools where admission is same as RAships yes. Keep in mind this is how my resume/biosketch will be,</p>
<p>2010-present xx company research intern
2008-2010 MS with 4/4 on yy
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