I’ve semi-decided on applying ED to Brown, but I’m constantly uncertain. Most of the other schools I love are smaller and more rural, which is very appealing to me since I come from a huge, impersonal high school in the middle of the city. I worry that at Brown, I will miss the tight-knit community that comes with the LACs, and that I will regret not being in a more rural place. I truly love everything else about Brown (the people, the Open Curriculum, the breadth of opportunities), but it’s my least favorite campus and, again, I worry about whether the community is tight-knit. Everyone I have met from Brown says that they LOVE it, that it’s a very special place and that you will find your own community there. Still, I’m always freaked out about my decision (I’m a really indecisive person).
Basically, I know that if I apply ED I will apply to Brown–it’s just a question of whether or not I apply ED at all or if I just wait for regular decision so that I can potentially decide between Brown and the other LACs later (granted that I get accepted).
Should I be so worried about Brown’s community? Does the campus even matter that much? My top three other choices are Williams, Dartmouth, and Bowdoin, which all have beautiful campuses and are smaller. I get a feeling in my heart when I think about those campuses, but that’s just because I love being outside. I know that Brown will probably provide me more opportunities to pursue my passions than those schools, (I love both humanities and some hard sciences, so the open curriculum is really appealing; plus, I’m interested in politics and activism), but I can’t bring myself to be ONE HUNDRED PERCENT about it.
If Brown was in the same location as Williams and maybe just a tiny bit smaller, I know I would choose it in a heartbeat! What do I do?
Edit: Here are some of my stats if that is needed to offer advice: 35 ACT, 96.6 GPA, leadership position in a large activist group, year-rounds sports, Editor in Chief of Newspaper, blah blah blahhhh (I’m actually very passionate about these things I just don’t want to sound braggy lol)