<p>Usually It's just quelled in my dreams, when I dream about all the people I used to know. But today it was quelled irl:</p>
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<li>played Some SSB on the nintendo, which I used to play a ton when I was very young.</li>
<li>watched some old cartoons with a friend</li>
<li>went to middle school reunion with that friend. Everyone was nice to me even though I reticently ate the salad with my fingers.</li>
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<li>talked to the russian kid that was very smart that transferred in 7th grade that I knew fairly well. He is majoring in astrophysics at UCSC and is unfortunately into body building. What's redeeming is that he knows a lot about the underlying biology, which I too incidentally know. Maybe it's not so unfortunate in the first place though. Maybe he can protect me in the woods.</li>
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