<p>I'm just going to get straight to the details. This is my second year of college. I spent my first semester at my state university. The entire semester I was convinced that I still wanted to go away for college so that Spring I transferred to a private university out of state. I liked the school and it was a fun experience, but I wasn't in love with it and I wasn't sure if I wanted to go back. I ended up going back to that school again this Fall and I KNEW it wasn't where I wanted to be anymore. I didn't make the smartest decision by doing this - but I withdrew myself from that school for this semester after being there for two weeks and came back home. Now I'm at home on a leave of absence. </p>
<p>Aside from the fact that I sound indecisive, flighty, and immature - I need help. My transcripts probably look really crappy now and that scares me. I made all A's and B's my first year of college at both schools and my GPA is a 3.7 right now. Does it look bad to have two different schools for one year on my transcript? Does the fact that there will be nothing for an entire semester look horrible too? I know I have three more years to fix this, but is the damage irreversible? Even if I make straight A's for the rest of my time? </p>
<p>I'm just really scared. I'm a sophomore. I'm still undeclared. I have no idea what I'm doing next semester. I'm just so lost. I promised myself that I would pick a major and make a new plan that I would stick to for the rest of my undergrad years. I just need to know what the smartest options would be from here.</p>
<p>Should I go back to the original state university that I went to last year? Its a commuter school and about half an hour from my house. To be honest the thought of going there depresses me. I know at this point I have no room to complain though. HOWEVER, my state also has its flagship university which is up north about a 10 hour drive from where I live. Its the same price and its higher ranked. I am thinking about going up there this Spring. I don't even know anymore. </p>
<p>As far as my transcripts, what would be the smartest way to get myself back on track? I want to go to grad school. I know I'm undeclared, but for every major I'm considering grad school is what I want to do after. Right now I'm just a mess! I need advice badly!</p>