<p>Hi, first time poster here so I apologize in advance if this is the wrong section. </p>
<p>Before anything, please allow me to explain about my situation. I'm terribly sorry once again for huge the wall of text- I'll try my best to keep it concise. I hardly doubt I'll get many replies (if any at all hahaha) but ANY help would greatly be appreciated...</p>
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<p>I am currently an undergraduate at a community college (in Cali), and I just finished my 2nd year. I was planning to apply this Fall '11, but I hit rock bottom. </p>
<p>A lot of sudden, unexpected (personal; fam) things happened in my life in the past year and a half, and it conflicted with school a LOT even though I tried my best not to. I was never a straight A student in high school (which would explain me being in CC) but I wasn't a complete dumb ass either. I was just an average straight B student that wanted a second chance in CC to transfer to a better school than what my high school GPA offered. Plus I hated studying in high school. </p>
<p>So, I entered CC. For the first two semesters (Fall and Winter), I maintained a 3.8 even though it was only five courses total. However, in Spring '10, mishaps started occurring and I started slipping. </p>
<p>I registered for 3 classes in that semester and dropped one class while resulting in a C and F for the other two. This obviously dramatically lowered my GPA, which made me decide to stay for an extra year at CC to make up for these grades. I took a break in Summer '10 because of the personal problems going on in my life (and I don't mean no pussy sh**...). Then I resumed in Fall '10, and I didn't apply because of the screw up. </p>
<p>Although the problems were still ongoing, I thought I would still be able to manage school. Yet my judgements were far off and I ended up with W, F, F, C in FOUR courses that semester. </p>
<p>At this point, all I could think was that I was screwed. VERY screwed. I was down, disappointed, and depressed in this time phase because of all the ongoing problems. I took Winter '10 off because of this, and started Spring '11. </p>
<p>I wanted to quit and give up, but just thinking about my parents (my sole motivators) made me want to go on. So, I enrolled in Spring '11 with the courses that I failed previously. But surprise, I ended up with C, F, and W again. Believe me, I wanted to try and replace my failed grades but my life situation just didn't let me. I wish I could tell you guys what the such problem is, but I really can't due to personal reasons.. </p>
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<p>Now I'm stuck with these failed grades and my total GPA is at 1.88. I was placed on Academic Probation at the end of Fall '10, and now I'm in DISQUALIFIED status at my CC. I haven't confirmed it with a counselor yet but I'm almost positive that means I'm kicked out, at least for 2 semester's worth of time. </p>
<p>My problems are STILL extant, but not so much anymore. More like I'm over it and just accepted the fact that life is a huge *****. I'm not a drama king either, more of the opposite.</p>
<p>I won't just give up yet though. I am currently enrolled in two classes at UCLA for this Summer (6 wk courses), and I'm getting A's so far and ranked top 10 in both classes while 3 weeks into it. I'm ready to make this a turnpoint of my life, but my past academic performances are really dragging me down. I decided to stay for ANOTHER year in CC (so four total...) and apply NEXT Fall ('12) because I really want to go to a decent UC, even if that meant missing most of my golden youngin years. It's been **** so far anyway, so why not make it worse while I'm at it right haha. </p>
<p>So, I'm ready and positive I can do well in school from now on, even though everyone probably has that mentality haha. My current grades at UCLA is showing that I'm capable so far (even though it's only two lol), and I'm sure I can keep my fire burning for what is to remain. I'm not sure what I'll be doing in Fall as I'm probably kicked out from my school, but I will definitely be taking classes elsewhere. I just wanted to get a gist of where I stood beforehand.</p>
<p>Anyway, that is basically the summary of my life so far... Again, my current GPA is 1.88 and I'm aiming for UCs... I'm certain that I am adequate to attend and do well, but I know that no colleges will accept me NOW with what my past academic performance has shown. </p>
<p>So... with that being said, if I were to get back on my feet starting NOW, how screwed am I really..? I don't mind attending a CSU then hopefully get into a good graduate school.. It's just rather disappointing that life limited my capability. </p>
<p>Sorry about the huge text, I just wanted to make it as clear as possible. So with everything said, any help or tips will be very much appreciated! I would hope to hear responses regarding any especial extracurricular activities I can do to hopefully balance my grades as much as possible or anything along that field. </p>
<p>If you've actually read up to this point, thank you SO much for reading! Hope to hear replies soon, and God bless! Have a great day/night. :)</p>