<p>I graduated high school this previous year, class of 2012. As the rest of my classmates spent their time seeking letters of recommendation, writing college essays, and sending off applications, I pursued other interests. Throughout high school my plan had always been to study environmental science. When May came around and I faced the reality that I was graduating without any proper course of action, I decided to enroll at a community college under the engineering program. That's what I've done, and looking forward right now, I'm not sure where I'm headed. I chose engineering because I've always been fond of math and science but lately I've become more fascinated by environmental science - not that it matters, all I have really taken up to this point is core classes. </p>
<p>Living at home and commuting to school does have definite perks, but it also has far more disadvantages, in my opinion. I really have no idea what I want to be doing next year; I really hadn't planned on completing my two-year degree here but that remains to be seen. This school is downright depressing. I've never even visited a college so I can't compare but there is absolutely no social scene to be found, no real extra curriculars, no way to truly meet and interact with someone. The large majority of students here fall into one of three categories (forgive me for generalizing): middle aged, unmotivated highschool dropouts, or students who already have a life established and are just here to get cheap credits. My life has become rather stale. I work part-time and barely go to school; I'm only taking 8 credits this semester. I often find myself with a lot of free time and I just think of all of my high school classmates and how much harder they are working right now. I can see it in my parent's eyes that they are thinking the same thing. </p>
<p>I think the obvious solution would be to transfer schools, but I do have a problem. It's currently March, I'm unsure of what the typical application deadline is for the majority of schools because I've never properly been through this process before. Another issue would be my current transcript. I graduated high school a slacker, with an average GPA (88 is a good approximation). College has been more of the same. I took 12 credits my first semester, I received B+'s in three classes and I outright failed a composition class because of a huge mix-up with my term paper. This semester I am taking three classes, a probability and statistics class, Calculus 1, and a study skills course worth one credit - so consider it two courses. The problem is that I'm failing that study skills course, I'm going to see if I can repair that tomorrow, I don't think it would affect my weighted GPA much but of course it probably looks terrible on a transcript. I'm acing the two math classes. </p>
<p>I don't have the slightest clue what my GPA is because I'm honestly scared to look. My parents disowned me for failing the first class but they finally accepted it after I explained to them that I would not let it happen again. </p>
<p>I've finally found the motivation to excel in whatever I do, but I fear it may be too late to repair the grade in my study skills course. I've always let my lack of direction control my motivation level which in turn causes me to procrastinate but I've made a promise to myself to give my best effort in everything that I do. </p>
<p>I honestly feel like the past two semesters have been a waste for me, other than the math I genuinely haven't learned anything. If I pursue environmental science then most everything I've done has been a waste up to this point and I'm not even certain which credits will transfer. </p>
<p>I need a change in my life, however. Things have grown unsustainably unproductive and and incredibly boring. I'm not entirely sure where I'd like to go to school but if I have a chance of getting accepted I'm willing to do what's necessary to make that happen. </p>
<p>Will colleges want to look at my community college transcript or can I just show them my high school one, which although quite modest, I did not fail any courses other than Spanish my freshman year. I scored an 1850 on the SAT, I really wish I prepared for it because I'm sure I could have done much better with a bit of studying. Should I re-take it? Or would that just seem foolish? I honestly can't think of anything that would make me really stand out as an applicant. I haven't done much which I am proud of. I am however, in the process of receiving a personal training certification from the National Academy of Sports Medicine; although totally unrelated to my major of choice, it is quite prestigious and it can be difficult for even an exercise science major to obtain one. </p>
<p>Or do I just have no shot of getting into another school and perhaps I should just drop out or stay where I am? If you managed to read this far down I truly appreciate your time. Thanks for any help you may provide.</p>
Honestly, work harder and transfer during Junior Year. If you have so much free time, do something productive (such as volunteering with kids or something along those lines) It will definitely enhance your college profile in the future.