<p>THANK YOU everyone, for your responses.. i really appreciate it..</p>
<p>i really do play guitar 4hrs/day.. when I started playing guitar, I still get to do other things cuz i take some hours off my sleep time..(around 3am to 6am) maybe i should explain that on a separate sheet to convince them to belive me..</p>
<p>Yes, apps are expensive.. I received 4 application fee wavers and i have some money saved for guitar things and recording things.. ahh how sad.. j/k lol</p>
<p>I am aware of my academic qualifications, but what motivates me to try anyway is those very few unique people who got into top skools without the ultra mammoth stats.. (i consider myself pretty unique and it's included in the essay..) but I took Columbia and Vanderbilt off my list..</p>
<p>I didnt believe that skool is the most important part of life.. I guess I didnt want to be another robot that live for skool.. Some people manage to live excellent social life outside skool at same time though.. I didnt like the way some of my teachers taught.. but who like all teachers? I thought honors and APs would be too hard for me like.. hard to the extreme.. Now that I am actually taking APs, I dont think they are much harder than CPs.. and feel like I really should have taken harder courses.. </p>
<p>But why is my GPA so low anyway with not many hard courses? I dont consider myself to be hardcore-procrastinator, but Im more of a hard science kid in the brain.. I seem to like clear definite answers.. lol and I was a kind of kid who didn't do works at all when I thought the works given are stupid or very unnecessary, I didnt do them. (I had my own little standard which i still have, in which if Im satisfied, thats good enough) For example, I thought if I know things, whats the purpose of doing homeworks? Waste of my time and nothing else maybe.. Moving to ghetto-er neighborhood (it sucked..) ,family disputes, and other mehhh.. personal things kinda shook me up there too.. things are getting better though.. =P</p>
<p>My current school (white majority skool with asian population: approximately 0.1%, Im one of the two) is pretty new and we had only few AP courses until this year.. we didn't even have pre-calc until last year(my class was the first class offered to take the class)</p>
<p>I wish I could have taken prep courses.. but no complain about that.. some people still manage to get perfect or near perfect score without taking courses.</p>
<p>Now, many people may say that I dont belong to top skools but to community college, but I would like to get top notch education among a bunch of smart kids studying what I really want.</p>
<p>U Chicago is my first choice skool.. I want to go there and live in Chicago badly. =0..</p>
<p>Honest critics are welcome.</p>