<p>Personally, I'm really upset with myself. I feel like I've wasted 2 years of my life.
I wanted to transfer because it was my dream to get into a school I couldn't have gotten into out of HS on the basis of 2 strong years of college work.... but in the end, I'm ending up at a school I should have gotten into out of HS, but was wait listed from for some odd reason.</p>
<p>I'm really upset because I did take quality courses and I went to a solid Tier 1 Liberal Arts College for my first year of school and ended up at a community college for my 2nd year(because I assumed I'd get a good enough financial aid package to go back to my first school, which didn't happen)</p>
<p>The funny thing is that I tried to make myself competitive in the transfer process by taking courses across the liberal arts curriculum and even took General Chemistry I, which is the only reason I had a 3.83 cumulative GPA at my community college for this school year as opposed to a 4.0
And now the chemistry class is going to HURT me because the school I'm going to requires that you take 2 lab sciences, but if you take Gen. Chem I, you have to finish the sequence and take Gen Chem II. If I got a B- in Gen. Chem I and struggled with it towards the end, I know I'm going to struggle to maintain a C average in Gen Chem II. </p>
<p>I just can't believe this. I'm so distraught right now. I never wanted to end up at community college because I knew the perception would end up killing my chances to transfer. (I was planning to transfer from my first school after 2 years)
If I'm not competitive enough to get into a top 30 school now... How am I going to be competitive for a top grad school when I have that 1 year of CC work I have to send in. </p>
<p>I'm so mad that my dreams have been crushed. I really didn't expect to get rejected by every single one of my schools. </p>
<p>Rejected by Northwestern, Cornell, Vanderbilt, Boston College. I can understand those, I would have needed a 4.0 and even then they don't want to take someone like me because my class rank and SAT scores would hurt their US News ranking. Rejected by Bucknell, Colgate, Holy Cross, UCLA. Those I have a much harder time understanding, I can guess that it was community college. </p>
<p>I can't help it, I'm poor and I don't have any help from anyone. I saw myself into college and through the transfer process on my own. My CC only offers 100 and 200 level courses. I got into so many arguments with counselors to get signed into higher level courses without taking their pre-requisite courses even though I knew some of them wouldn't transfer. I just wanted to prove I could take high level courses and get A's in them.</p>
<p>I think another thing that hurt me is that I got a C+ in Pre-Calculus my senior year of HS and have avoided taking any kind of mathematics (except for a college math class I got an A in that dealt with logic, number theory, etc)
I can't help it if I'm terrible at Math! I'm an English major. I'd much rather take a programming class or some other computer science class to fulfill a Math requirement. But I'm sure other applicants have taken Calculus or higher, which probably made me look even more inferior to the ad coms. </p>
<p>I feel like such a failure. I guess people here were right. An average HS record and slightly above average SAT scores with a high college GPA tainted by 1 year of community college can only get you into the top state schools. =/</p>
<p>Well thanks for reading this. I'm really hurt and I'll just have to keep working hard at my new school. My love for the top schools has now turned into a feeling of disdain. They proved to me that if they had to choose between an underprivileged minority transfer with a strong need to transfer and another transfer whose already at a top 30 or so school (and therefore really doesn't even need to transfer) and has a comparable college record, they'd choose the top 30 transfer without a second thought because they assume that student has a better chance of doing well at their school. Hah, whatever. </p>
<p>If I could do this whole thing over again, I would have applied to Wake Forest as a reach (because I'm obviously not good enough for a top 30 school because of my slightly above average HS record), Pepperdine and Fordham. And maybe to some state schools like Wisconsin and Minnesota which might have been able to give me good FA considering I'm as poor as you can get. </p>
<p>So, I have a pretty big chip on my shoulder. Even bigger than when I graduated from HS and was rejected by NYU and Fordham.</p>