Hello everyone! I just want to hear some thoughts on what I’m worrying about.
I have a disability that was left untreated or diagnosed until the end of my junior year, but despite this I still managed slightly above average grades (A’s and B’s, one C). I’m a senior now, and currently being properly treated, so my situation is much more manageable. I am really worried though, because my cumulative GPA isn’t at Smith’s average of 3.9. Right now my uw GPA is 3.7, but my cumulative is probably a 3.2 or 3.3. I was also unable to take any APs freshman and sophomore year due to, well, being incapacitated, but I took 3 junior year (4,4, and 5) and am taking 3 in May. I took my ACT before I found the right medication (it sounds trivial but it makes a world of difference) so I only scored a 29. I just feel so average in comparison to who goes to Smith. I feel like my only advantages are that I wrote really amazing essays, and had a good interview. My “numbers” don’t show what I am really capable of, just how well I was able to hold it together while battling my disability, and I’m afraid they won’t see that.
It doesn’t help that my boyfriend just got accepted into MIT, so already I feel like garbage about this. What do you guys think? Is my anxiety valid, or am I just being a quack?