<p>(Sorry, this came out kind of long... I'm trying to give you guys the most background info I can so I can get the best answers. Thanks so much for any advice!!)</p>
<p>I am a senior applying to the Berklee College of Music, Oberlin Conservatory of Music, and a number of public universities for music. I have my applications mostly complete and my essays written, but I have come down to a dilemma concerning my major. I absolutely DREAM of majoring in composition, but I also have a strong voice. Given the choice, I would absolutely take a composition major over a performance major.</p>
<p>But of course, there arises the problem. I know I can sing an audition for a performance major. I feel that my vocal skills, through private lessons and whatnot, will allow me to at least be competitive in the applicant pool. However, for composition, there is the additional component of the composition portfolio.</p>
<p>I have been composing music since childhood, becoming rather serious about it in middle school. Yet, my high school is very small, and has offered very little supplemental education regarding composition. I have attempted to compose for choir, string quartet, and even full orchestra at one point--to varied success. I would never send these compositions to colleges, however, as many of them were very experimental, dating back to the days when my compositions were composed 100% by ear (credit going to Finale's note-by-note playback), with no theoretical knowledge. I hardly knew what the concept of "key signature" was when I began composing as a kid.</p>
<p>Over the years, though, I've learned much MUCH more theory, but I'm still no professional composer. I still compose largely by ear--in fact, the only reason I know theory as well as I do is by associating concepts with the sounds they make. (For example, when someone says "I-IV-V," I don't think of "C-F-G" right away. Instead, I think of the sound of an actual I-IV-V progression.) My pieces are coherent; they're musical, they flow, they sound pretty enough, and they vary rhythmically and harmonically in a stylistic manner. But I highly doubt my compositions adhere to the conventions and form that I will (and REALLY want to) learn in college. How big of a problem is that?</p>
<p>Basically, my question boils down to this: What are colleges looking for in aspiring comp major portfolios, and, based on what I've described above, is it worth my time to apply as a comp major? Will they take me seriously? Or should I just fall back on performance? I really would rather be a composition major, but my vocal skills have been vastly more formally-honed than my composition skills, regardless of my ability to compose by ear.</p>
<p>Yeah. I know. I'm really wordy when I type. I just want to make sure you guys have the whole story! :)</p>