<p>Hello,</p>
<p>I am just finishing up my junior year in high school and I'm seriously considering a career in a music-related field. My music experiences and background is pretty solid (with much room for improvement). I play piano and have competed in competitions as well as being the percussion section leader in my school band. I don't really want to go for performance for various reasons but I have been composing music for little while now, and I love it. I bought music notation software; it's been uphill ever since. I have recently had an ensemble piece performed at a band concert. I'm considering a possible future in theory and/or composition. My question for you is: While still in high school, how am I able to compare myself to others like me to make sure I can be competitive with my peers if I try to pursue this career. Like everyone trying to go for music, everybody believes that they are a great musician and every parent believes that there little Mozart is the best thing since indoor plumbing. It's a tough thing to learn just how many proficient musicians are out there competing for work. I feel that I have done well so far with my theory knowledge and composition practice, but I am the only one I can compare myself to. It's easy when you play an instrument because you can physically see just how good the instrumentalists are around you, or how you measure up to their playing ability. So, right now it comes down to the classic question we all face: Am I good enough? I'm not sure right now how I can find this out about my composition skills. I need to come to a realization soon so I can focus my energy on something else.</p>
<p>Thank you in advance for any feedback you might have.</p>